I'm so sorry. Praying that Moses once again pulls through and you get a precious gift of at least a little more time with him.
We had to put Red down last week... she was blessed with 6 months more time (literally 6 months from the day we dug her grave back in March, and at the last minute I listened to that little Voice and decided to try Kratom for her pain) Right up until her last day, she was active, eating and drinking and clearly enjoying life, but when she refused to take her pain meds in liverwurst (that she'd been begging for every day until then) I knew it was time.
And I held her and told her to find Lucky, and we'd be along to be with them both (along with a few other four legged family members) in due time.
The strangest thing happened a few days later. I was chatting on the phone with my daughter, moving aroubd doing little chores as is my habit, when a dog scratched on the kitchen door. I automatically walked over to let them in (I always say i should list my occupation as "dog butler"!) but when I opened the door, no one was on the step. I called Dixie (she has only recently started scratching at the door to be let in, something she apparently learned from Red.. until this summer, Dixie always barked when she wanted in), thinking she had gotten distracted in the few seconds it took me to get to the door... and she came from *behind me*... both she and Prince were in the house!
I've got to say... the hair on my neck stood straight up.
After we lost Lucky so tragically young, I'd occasionally hear his nails walk across the floor, and then the unmistakable sound of a dog settling down to sleep with a sigh just outside our bedroom door.
I dont think they ever leave us... some of them, at least, seem to stay close, still guarding us until we're finally free to join them.
Summerthyme
We had to put Red down last week... she was blessed with 6 months more time (literally 6 months from the day we dug her grave back in March, and at the last minute I listened to that little Voice and decided to try Kratom for her pain) Right up until her last day, she was active, eating and drinking and clearly enjoying life, but when she refused to take her pain meds in liverwurst (that she'd been begging for every day until then) I knew it was time.
And I held her and told her to find Lucky, and we'd be along to be with them both (along with a few other four legged family members) in due time.
The strangest thing happened a few days later. I was chatting on the phone with my daughter, moving aroubd doing little chores as is my habit, when a dog scratched on the kitchen door. I automatically walked over to let them in (I always say i should list my occupation as "dog butler"!) but when I opened the door, no one was on the step. I called Dixie (she has only recently started scratching at the door to be let in, something she apparently learned from Red.. until this summer, Dixie always barked when she wanted in), thinking she had gotten distracted in the few seconds it took me to get to the door... and she came from *behind me*... both she and Prince were in the house!
I've got to say... the hair on my neck stood straight up.
After we lost Lucky so tragically young, I'd occasionally hear his nails walk across the floor, and then the unmistakable sound of a dog settling down to sleep with a sigh just outside our bedroom door.
I dont think they ever leave us... some of them, at least, seem to stay close, still guarding us until we're finally free to join them.
Summerthyme