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#7 – How is trust reestablished with these children? and How did the mind controllers manipulate trust for control/leverage/confusion/compliance?
Controllers destroy trust with abuse. Do not confuse Stockholm syndrome with Trust. Control is gained through trauma, which heightens suggestibility. The conscious mind takes flight from trauma, leaving the subconscious wide open to be easily led and deceived.
Animals taught me to trust! Nature and animals work well with healing children due to their unconditional love and telepathic knowing who is good or bad. Pets are often better judges of people than we are! Since abused kids have heightened senses, they sense what animals do. (as do PTSDed veterans, which is why so many veterans are provided ‘rescue’ dogs) People who abuse children often abuse animals and visa versa. So when Mark’s wide variety of pets were so eager to see him and be with him, I sensed I could trust him, too. This works so well with kids, that horse therapy farms are prevalent. If animals aren’t your forte’ kids can still Trust you to bring them to animal therapy centers.
Equally as important to gaining trust, is to never give place to ‘demonic forces’ or the need to have ‘spiritual protection’ because it plays into their abuse. Not only does it reinforce program, it could trigger the child to lose trust in you. Because the subconscious has no ability to logically reason, this triggering makes you look like one of the abusers and therefore inhibits any trust bond on a subconscious level.
Again, these kids are highly suggestible and operating through their subconscious and heightened senses in order to survive. They are not consciously thinking this through. An ability to critically analyze and reason is lost until healed, so appeal to senses… like animals do.
#8 – Did you ever “love” your controllers or feel sorry for them?
I did not ‘feel’ anything under MK Ultra mind control. Asking abused kids ‘how did that make you feel’ reinforces emotion rather than logic, and their emotional experience has been so bad their brains compartmentalized it! So avoid seeking emotional responses, which can be detri
mental. Instead, ask “What do you think? Write it out.”
With that said, Stockholm syndrome is very strong. Programmed attachment/allegiance must be sorted through further down the healing path. I certainly did not feel sorry for any of my controllers for abusing me.
Depersonalization and dissociation inhibit feeling so much that it takes time to begin to feel again. Torture, including pedophilic sexual abuse, shuts down pain receptors which is why we see so many horrifically abused kids with piercings and tattoos. (not a judgement) Oftentimes such neon signs of abuse are signs that the victim/survivor is trying to feel again. Looking at today’s prevalence of mind control on our streets exhibits heartlessness, lack of compassion, an inability to hear beyond program, and an irrational display of acting out emotion. If “feelings” are focused on in therapy, that is jumping waaay ahead of the healing process and will hinder it.
I also did not ‘forgive’ my abusers as that is akin to condoning the abuse. Through my healing I gained understanding and was then able to let go of any bitterness, vengeance, or negative energy that only fuels dark forces. It also allows for change of perspective, such as my realizing my mother was not in control of her actions due to multigenerational abuse and my father’s controls. I developed compassion amidst intolerance for abuse. Bush took over Reagan and his Administration in the wake of the assassination attempt on him.
Once I healed and had access to my full brain rather than compartmentalized perspective, it became clear that Reagan endured undue influence by Bush. I have compassion for anyone who is not free to live their own life’s purpose and will not judge anyone on their own healing and learning path. Logical understanding rather than emotional forgiveness allows for expanded insight and freedom.
#9 – Are the controllers just as controlled as their victims due to their subservience to evil (or what ever has employed them to act the way they do by following the given program)?
Mind controlled victims do not control anyone-not even themselves. Victims can only trigger each other and act out their own abuse on others. Knowledge is our defense against mind control. Having knowledge regarding mind control prevents the controller from being mind controlled as they have awareness of the formula. Awareness is the opposite of mind control.
In a multi-generational satanic family, actions become autogenic after 3 generations. In my case, my parents had been sexually abused, their parents had been sexually abused, and I was sexually abused. MK Ultra Project Monarch is a mutigenerational mind control program, and I inherited heightened sexuality. Despite my heightened sexuality, I am not a predator nor a pedophile and the most torturous trauma I endured was not being able to prevent my daughter’s abuse.
I was also ritually abused, as were my parents by their parents. Nevertheless, occultism was not an autogenic ‘belief’ but rather subservient response to evil actions inflicted upon me by others. By replacing superstitious etherical beliefs with logical empowerment that soul is stronger than genetics and love is the most powerful force, healing occurs regardless of how many generations were affected.
In some multigenerational cases like Michael Jackson’s (same MK Ultra Project Monarch I was in) for example, the resultant compartmentalized sexually abused child ‘persona’ could trigger to act out sexually with other children. This is conditioned or programmed behavior rather than systematic application of abuse for control. It is imperative the adult heal, because intentional or not, the brains of children being “played with” will still respond to trauma with compartmentalization, thus abuse perpetuates abuse – yet does not make the victim a “controller” per se.
Things are not always so black and white, and there are grey areas as individualistic as a child’s individual experience. Mind control is a sliding scale. With awareness comes responsibility to break the cycle. Pedophilia must be stopped.
#10 – Would you consider the controllers to be “possessed” and are you really just interfacing with something demonic/pure evil?
“Possession” is often used as an excuse by consciously aware predators. Like my core energy is Love, their core energy is evil. Not “possessed” but innately evil living on our planet… within our realm to affect.
#11 – What activities can help reacclimate to the present after focusing on writing out the past?
I was worked like a slave and still the most exhausting work I ever did was heal! Plenty of restful sleep and good nutrition are very helpful. It is important to differentiate between dissociation and being tired from mind/brain work. Healing sets its own pace according to when memory flashes occur, and do not necessarily happen at or for a designated period of time. Healing time varies according to the individual and is not an event, it is a process.
It is easiest to rejuvenate after writing /drawing out trauma by enjoying nature and doing something completely different to reacclimate to the present. Playing music could be a dissociative tool unless it is being taught and structured. Math is a great way to re-align the brain with the present due to its logic, as is cleaning and organizing. A bit of responsibility could be very beneficial, like feeding and walking the dog. Also, you’ll notice in
PTSD: Time to Heal the importance of a concept of time. This will vary, of course, with age. Yet perhaps a schedule will help, or writing down what time the dog was walked in order to keep up with conscious continuity of thought.
Since the mind is highly suggestible from trauma and vulnerable from memory work, be mindful of song lyrics affecting the subconscious and/or movies and especially video games. Choose wisely what young minds are exposed to.
#12 – How does one “disarm” a suicide program (I assume they imbed one in every person)? How can this program be detected and what triggers it typically?
Death/suicide programming is usually attached to a memory, where if the memory surfaces, the person must die before telling the ‘secret’. ALL death program can be overcome through deprogramming the program first by writing it out.
Writing it out is crucial and a life saver. Voicing it contains the memory within its compartmentalization, limiting other aspects of the brain from consciously overcoming the program. Most importantly, voicing it “tells the secret” that the death program is attached to. Writing it out can be “kept secret” until consciously acknowledged and diffused. Do not discuss it just because it is written out. Consider the 21 day rule in
PTSD: Time to Heal. Reinforce safety and self control.
Suicide programming is still death programming, that may be rooted in ‘fight or flight’ .. by jumping, for example. As though running from the memory. Like voodoo, it is rooted in belief and can be logically deprogrammed by the person writing or drawing out what was told to them by whom.
Again, talking about it can reinforce program in the compartmentalization, whereas writing it out opens neuron pathways giving more self control over the situation through conscious acknowledgement and access to a broader perspective as brain firing increases.
On CIA MK Ultra mind control levels, programming is sophisticated enough to regulate breathing and heartbeat. By reaching so deep into the brain to manipulate those primitive levels, Military Special Forces, for example, can take a bullet and complete their mission by programmed regulation of bloodflow. The program is called “No Time to Bleed”.
In my case, I had been ‘satanically’ programmed by Aquino using horrific heart trauma to demonstrate he had control of a beating heart… mine. I wrote out his words he used to program, and the scenario in which he did it. Its my heart. He cannot control it with lies-I control it with awareness of truth and strength of spirit. This kind of scientific, strategic, brain specific programming is common now, replacing the antiquated suggestion that a ‘spy takes a cyanide pill before telling secrets’.
Because I deprogrammed from the deepest levels of my subconscious, I learned the ins and outs of my own brain much like a martial artist does. We are capable of “more than we know” until we expand thinking to grasp the magnitude of our innate healing abilities. I fully recognize the abSOULute healing capacity we were born with and celebrate it by staying healthy. It doesn’t take a ‘faith healer’ outside ourselves to do it for us when we real-eyes the gift has been within us all along.
No one else can “possess” that innate gift. Not even a sophisticated MK Ultra mind control death program nor a satanic-themed one. Satanism only has as much power as we give it, and it feeds off fear. Truth frees us from fear.
Within our minds and within our world, Love unites us above all religious semantics and is the light which over comes the darkness that is designed to divide and conquer.
Love all-ways wins!