Henrik, Amber, the Doc , the Tech and the deputy were all in the front room talking and getting to know one another. Turns out the male deputy was named Terrence ‘just call me Ren’. Tracey and Terrance moved here when their parents died. The Doc introduced himself as ‘Chance’. He gave them the nickel tour.
“You guys can slide the exam tables out of the way and use the exam rooms to sleep in tonight. There are a couple bathrooms with showers in the back. I’d take you up to the house, but with Tracey here, I’m not leaving and she is still too critical to move from where all my equipment is.”
Everyone got a laugh when he was telling about how he should have carried through on his threat from Tracey’s youth and put her in one of the recovery cages instead of the couch in the lounge. He always told his niece he was going put her in a cage if she did not calm down. She was such a wild child growing up.
The group was fairly laid back, everyone joking and kidding around, the earlier tension from the start long gone. The only problem now was Paige and Sabine weren’t in the group right now. They were out back.
Paige had paced a hole in the snow. “I can’t do this! What the hell is wrong with me! God! I was ready to shoot that kid! I came charging in like a crazy woman! If he had moved, I would have killed him right there! Over what?! He was bringing his sister to the right person to fix her and I was going to murder him for it! How the **** did I become Frickel?!”
Sabine was worried. Paige was truly manic now. She didn’t know what had started the rage when the episode started and wasn’t sure what to do about it now, but she had to think of something.
“Paige, you were trying to think about the patient. You were looking to defend her…..” Sabine started slow, trying to make headway. She didn’t
“If I had killed him, it would make me no better than Frickel. If you or Henrik or Andrea get hurt during this whole boondoggle of going north, it’s my fault. It’s all my crackpot idea and if anything happens, it will all be because of me!” Tears were streaming down her cheeks now. “What the hell do I know about being a leader? I’m a repair monkey! I work in a little shop and fix shit! I don’t know how to lead. I’m not cut out for it! I have no idea what I’m doing and either way, it’s all my fault!”
Sabine stepped in and tried to hold Paige still, to try and calm her down, but Paige pushed away, a terrified look in her eyes now. “”You better stay back! I’m not safe to be around! You’ll end up getting hurt! What if you’re sitting on a couch and I decide I’ll kill you if you move! What the **** is wrong with me?” Paige was backing up now. Her boot caught on something and she went down.
Sabine was on her in flash. “Paige, it’s OK. This whole situation, the whole world has everyone on edge. You were trying to do the right thing. You didn’t shoot him. He’s good, and we’re all good.” Sabine kept saying variations of this as she held Paige as she sobbed.
Once the sobs had slowed, Sabine held her away from her shoulder for a moment. “You are worn out. We should go in and get some food, then you need to go to sleep.”
Paige started shaking her head side to side. “I can’t Id be mortified. How can I face the kid I almost killed, for nothing?”
“By remembering you were trying to protect his sister, which is what Henrik has been reminding Ren about. Let’s get you in, get some hot food in you and get you to bed for some rest.” It took a bit more prodding but finally Sabine was able to lead Paige inside.