Story Coralie

Sammy55

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Just got caught up and am now late at going out to do garden work and wood stacking. Winter is coming way too soon so I've got to get cracking. But I really enjoyed the chapters that I just read and am eagerly looking for more to be posted soon. I'll be as patient as I can be, however, because I have work to do and know your life is super busy, too, and you are juggling so much more than the leventy-dozen stories you are posting on.

Carry on! (Isn't that another story of yours?) LOL! I join your admirers in their wait....
 

Kathy in FL

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Chapter 12 - 1

Dunn and Mr. Mellon left early but I made sure they had a good breakfast of duck egg omelet with chickweed and a couple of patties of fresh squirrel sausage. I also packed a bag for Dunn that had a wedge of cheese, some flat bread, and some of the jerky that he’d already had in his supplies, and a thermos of my special recipe for “coffee.” It was a small rebellion on my part that I hadn’t put any cheese in the omelet, but Dunn didn’t say anything about it. He surprised me by kissing me goodbye … in full view of Mr. Mellon. I guess that was his own rebellion as Mr. Mellon still looked at me like he’d just taken a bite of a too sour pickle, though he was careful not to do it where Dunn saw it.

As soon as they rode out I stripped the two beds and started the sheets boiling. At the same time, I got another wash basin of water boiling for cleaning the kitchen with. I had noticed that there wasn’t much soap in stock so I know I will need to address that, but it will have to wait until I can collect enough lard for lye soap, or goat milk for a different version. Until then, boiling water and elbow grease is what I have. I already know how to make lye; it will just be a matter of collecting all the hardwood ashes off the fires I burn for a while yet.

Before the first load came out of the wash water, I had to run a clothesline using the line I had taken from Levi’s farm (good clothesline isn’t cheap) and then got the sheets hung up. As I found other linens – or used them to clean with – I would boil them clean and hang them to dry as well. For two days I scrubbed the kitchen until I was satisfied that every corner and surface was clean. On the third day I oiled the cabinets and wood-paneled walls with the homemade furniture polish that Mawmaw had taught me to make … olive oil, beeswax, and whatever essential oil you prefer. The supplies weren’t cheap, but it was certainly better than letting the wood dry out and then rot. I was much more satisfied with the smell of the house once that task was finished. The kitchen had needed a good cleaning for far too long and there had been a rancid smell that simply wiping things down hadn’t cured. Scalding the butcher block helped, as did removing the old curtains and cleaning the accumulated odors out of them. The old light fixtures don’t work but at least there isn’t three inches of dust bunnies and dead insects piled up in them anymore.

I was happy to have plenty of cornstarch (thank you Mawmaw for your crazy buying sprees before the Troubles). And thank you Poppa for storing everything so well that even after all these years it was still usable. And at one tablespoon per pint of cold water, I’m likely to have starch for my laundry for years still to come. I like the look of crisp curtains and sheets, they just seem so neat and tidy.

I wasn’t only focused cleaning the kitchen during this time. I put all my household goods that belonged in the kitchen away so they could be used. I also filled drying trays that I had facing the wash water fire with as many shaggy mane mushrooms as I could find and forage, and collected some pine needles to make seasoning and tea with. I know it is poor man’s food but as bitter as pine needle tea is, it still has a lot of vitamins like is needed in a spring tonic. I was thankful that I’d gotten off a couple of syrup boilings before the bank took Levi’s farm. I used up most of the remaining wood pile doing it but in the end it was worth it. My original plan was to somehow save up the money to pay off Levi’s tab so I could find my way back to good footing in the market, but it wasn’t to be. Dunn hadn’t taken notice of what all I had so he was going to be surprised once he did. My plan was to make him a syrup cake for a welcome home surprise.

I was disappointed that I only found a small patch of field garlic and wild onions. I would need to cultivate them into a healthier population. I still have some canned from last year but I’m partial to garlic and onions and it hurt to think it was something else I’d need to give up, at least for a while. I did find fiddleheads in abundance which was a nice change. People had over-hunted them where I came from and those that weren’t kept for home eating were sent off to Fayetteville at a trot to keep them fresh enough to sell to the townies there. It was nice to see the ones that I canned sitting beside all the other greens. And one night I turned into a greedy guts and ate almost an entire pan myself. Had a belly ache the next day which served me right, but I didn’t regret it (except for the extra time I spent in the outhouse).

The next area I decided to tackle was the basement. At the time it made logical sense as that would be where the bulk of our food was stored. What a mess. I spent three days down there but by the time I was finished it was as clean as the kitchen. Once that was true, I started to move my food storage down there. First, I made an area for all the cheese rounds and the cheese making equipment. I protected the cheeses from rodents by putting out my hot peppers bait bundles. I covered my milk pails, cream pans, and butter churn with cheese cloth even though I knew it might be quite some time before I got to use them again. Next to the cheeses I set out my jars of canned butter and canned ghee that I had preserved myself with all the cream I once could lay claim to. I really would like another cow or two to replace the ones that Levi traded away but I had to remind myself to take one day at a time and not to get too dissatisfied with what I do have, pining for what I didn’t.

Another area with appropriate shelving became where the canning jars went. I was shocked to find several dozen glass canning jars in a dark corner down there. Getting one or two “new” glass jars a year is considered an amazing find these days, a real extravagance; finding all of those in one setting would have had me doing a jig if I knew how to jig. Poppa had insisted on giving me almost all of the ones that had been Mawmaw’s … no small number, and all kept full as much as possible … and it had been one of the main issues that the Yeller Haired Hag had tried to raise with the lawyers until they explained that Josiah had gotten the land and buildings but the contents had been inherited by Poppa free and clear with no encumbrances. Boy was she not happy at all. And the jars have only gone up in value, whether they are filled or not.

Mawmaw’s jars came from all over. Most of them are your typical Ball or Mason canning jars done in gallon, half-gallon, quart, pint, and half-pint sizes with either regular or wide-mouth openings. For their Thirty-fifth wedding anniversary Poppa had bought Mawmaw a bulk order of canning lids. She’d had them even before I came on the scene and had barely scratched the surface when she passed. Poppa had told me to consider them a wedding gift in lieu of a cake and dress. I said the gift was having them from my Poppa and Mawmaw. He told me to hush then wiped his nose with his bandana. I miss them and always will and I’m trying not to take all they left me for granted. And trust me when I say there is a temptation to feel so rich you start taking things for granted. In addition to the name brand jars there are a bunch of specialty jars in there as well.

Mawmaw knew where they all came from and she used to enjoy telling me about them. Some of her favorite were the egg pickling jars in 12 oz, 16 oz, and 32 oz sizes. She picked those up at an auction of an old deli. She also brought more than a few home from her job at the gas station that happened to have a small deli in it. She crowed to me that everyone had thought they were just junk fit for the recycling bin, but she brought them home and put them straight to work. At the same auction she picked up more than a gross of other pickling jars … wide mouth jars in 16 oz. and 32 oz with tall straight sides for pickles, a case of Giardiniera Pickling Jars, six cases of tall and narrow jalapeno jars, four cases of short and squatty beet pickling jars as well as almost a gross of tall and narrow relish jars in 12 oz and 16 oz sizes, paragon jars with tall straight sides that were mostly used for jams and jellies, 16 oz sauce canning jars that I try and reserve for things like pizza or spaghetti sauce, oval hexagonal jars that Mawmaw always saved for marmalades and chutneys and the like, round hexagonal jars that she used for her best jams, jellies, and preserve recipes, and then there were all the other types of glass bottles and jars for things like syrups, condiments, liqueurs, tonics, and whatever else your imagination can come up with. Jars and bottles that were clear, blue, green, amber, and frosted. Clear and amber glass jugs and bottles for juices. Wine bottles for what you figured they were used for. Soda bottles for homemade soda and other home brews. Jugs for the really hard stuff like corn liquor or for ciders of all sorts. Dunn hadn’t looked in any of the boxes after finding the first one loaded down with wadded up aprons and socks but he knew there were things in the others due to their weight. I worked late into one night getting all of the bottles and such put away neatly down in the basement … of course it came after I had gone over all of the shelves to make sure they were sturdy enough to hold what I wanted to put on them.

In another corner of the basement – the area was nearly twice the footprint of the house that sat above it – I set up a “workshop” with all of the tools I had of my own as well as the ones that I found while cleaning. It meant moving some of the pegboard from one area to another but was worth the extra work when I got everything organized and the tools hung on the board with hooks and such.
 

Kathy in FL

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Chapter 12 - 2

I didn’t clean all day, every day though that is mostly what I stuck to those first two weeks. I also had to take care of the mules and my growing fowl collection … I added a few more egg layers to make sure the flock stayed diverse. I also got lucky and caught a covey of quail in a basket trap … although that isn’t what I had been trying to catch as I’d been after a rabbit. Then there was the foraging I tried to do. Tried being the operative word since March isn’t what you would call super productive and I was learning the lay of the land on Dunn’s property. I did start collecting cattail shoots and making cattail pickles[1] from them. Two dozen pint jars now sit on the shelves in the basement with all the other goodies. Dandelion greens, wild asparagus spears, chickweed greens, and sorrel[2] that I canned just because I love the stuff, and then I found several more bunches of wild violets still in bloom that I did things with the same as I had on the road to Dunn’s place.

After those two weeks I did something maybe I shouldn’t have but I want to help Dunn. See I know how to make wild wines and meads. The first one I started was Chickweed Wine[3]. It doesn’t sound the least appetizing to some people, but I know it is good as I still have a couple of bottles from the last batch that Mawmaw made. I also made a batch of sheep sorrel wine[4] since there were fermentation locks available sitting dusty and unused in Dunn’s equipment shed.

I tried not to be anxious that it was two weeks and still no sign of Dunn, so since there was not much new to forage, and I’d already canned and dried what I could, I got back to being serious about the house. Most of the rooms were empty and just needed a good cleaning, dusting, and polishing. If there was damage, I did my best to repair it. The little bit of wood damage was mostly cosmetic. I was able to repair the sash on a couple of windows, but some would simply have to be propped open as needed. The walls mainly needed scrubbing; it wasn’t easy, but I did it. The old indoor bathrooms (one upstairs, one down) I did the best that I could with; they were clean, just not operational. The downstairs bathroom didn’t even have any kind of reservoir in it so I knew what bathing took place had to be done outside in a trough or in front of the fireplace. I put that, and a hot water reservoir for the kitchen, on a wish list in my house account book that I had already started for the pantry inventory. That is something else that Mawmaw had taught me to do and more than once it had come in handy, so I decided to continue the practice.

It is when I reached the attic that I was nearly stymied. I was certainly conflabbergasted. I could barely keep stuff from falling on me when I got the door unstuck – the door wasn’t square in the frame. It looked like a Chinese jigsaw puzzle waiting to become a disaster if you pulled the wrong thing out.

The first thing that came out was a set of ten ladder back chairs piled all higglety-pigglety together. The woven seats on the chairs were less than useful, and the paint was peeling, but the wood itself, as well as the joints where the pieces were put together, were better than sound. I took them and hung them on the wall pegs in what I’ve come to call the summer kitchen. It is a detached building with an old cast iron stove and a large fireplace in it. It also has a long picnic table with a bench on either side for sitting. There are large screened windows with shutters on them that are hinged at the top that lift with a pully system. I hadn’t gotten around to cleaning in there yet but then again, the chairs weren’t exactly pristine either. There would be time after I got the main house brought up to proper living standards.

What came next was an old cast iron table and chair set, the kind you see in fancy garden magazines to be found in the library or outhouse (for obvious reasons). That mess nearly decapitated me. I did wind up with a bruise – and a bad attitude for the rest of the day for whoever stuffed the attic the way they did – but I also became more careful and a good thing too as the garden table wasn’t the last of the traps up there. The two chairs and garden table I put in the front room that was nearly empty since I’d found places to put most everything of mine from the wagon. It obviously didn’t belong there but there it is going to stay for the time being.

After that fiasco/near disaster I ran face first into a large, standing chest o’ drawers that was in very sad condition as it was mostly made out of particle wood. I opened the drawers and found it was stuffed full of linens, some of them looking like they were beginning to dry rot. Shaking my head at the waste I emptied the drawers, separating things out into wash loads for the next day and then started taking the piece of furniture downstairs … in pieces as it all but fell apart on me setting off an avalanche of others things that were backed up behind it.

I decided to use the empty rooms to separate things into kinds and usefulness as they came out of the attic. There was a room for frou-frou like fancy dishes and knick-knacks. There was a room for all the linens and clothes that seemed to come out of every drawer and door of furniture up there. And if the drawers and doors weren’t full of things made of thread, string, and material they were full of books and magazines. And if not that they held “accessories” like belts, hats, shoes, and then sewing whatnots like bags of buttons, lace, ricrac, zippers, and things like that. Poppa’s boxes and crates definitely came in handy to keep the mess somewhat controlled and organized.

In hindsight I wished I had started at the top and worked my way down. I might not have gotten as much accomplished in the beginning, but it would have meant less cleaning as I went. Instead of being able to clean things once I had to clean them over at the end of each day because I kept tracking the dirt from the attic everywhere I went. It was annoying … and tiring.

There was more metal yard furniture, not all of it worth doing anything with but I took it and hung it from hooks in the large, metal shed that doubled as the barn … at least it did on the end that didn’t have a concrete floor. There was a lot of useless nonsense up in that attic (lots of electrical appliances and similar), some potentially useful things (large pieces of furniture I couldn’t move), and a few really useful things (like the apple press I dug out once I’d gotten about halfway through all the flotsam. That apple press alone was going to be worth all the trouble of cleaning out the attic as there was quite an orchard that with the right tending would yield more fruit than I could ever see us using … which might turn into a market item for trading.

Another useful bunch of stuff I found were more jars but the cardboard boxes they were in nearly disintegrated at my touch so I had to be careful how I unloaded them. Those I took straight down to the basement. The jars are filthy but I don’t have time to wash them just yet. I unearthed some old kerosene lamps that were so pretty they were definitely a real antique and I figured as soon as Dunn got back he could decide what he wanted to do with them. I put those lamps and some of the more expensive items in the room that Dunn lays claim as an office. Even if I wanted to keep them all, they are too valuable not to trade to folks willing to pay the cost of them. All of the baking pans and old Pyrex dishes I took straight to the kitchen to put away as there are plenty of cabinets in a room off the main kitchen that Dunn said was an old butler’s pantry left over from the Victorian era when the original part of the house was built. Once I started doubling up too much, I started splitting the duplicates between the house kitchen and the summer kitchen to keep things neat.

There were a few more pieces of junk furniture nearer the attic door, but the rest stored up there for who knows how long is mostly old and good quality. I mean really-old, like maybe from when the house was originally built, or at least from the same era. And if not then, not too many after. I can tell the really old stuff because it has a lot of frou-frou detailing. The next era looks like what Mawmaw used to call “Craftsmen-style” or even “Mission-style.” Sometimes it still surprises me how much Mawmaw taught me just going through her old wish books and magazines. Some of it is useful knowledge and some of it is just as much frou-frou as that furniture is. It certainly didn’t help me do all the heavy lifting that had to be done as I dug stuff out of that mess.

There was one wall clock that was wind up and I hung that on a handy hook in the entry way. It took me building a sundial to find noon but I believe I now have close to the correct time without having to plant a stick in the middle of a circle and then checking the farmer’s almanac. There’s also a grandfather clock but that isn’t going anywhere until two or three strong men are around to move it. Same is true of several pieces of the furniture. Any of the smaller pieces of furniture that I could maneuver – even if that included taking it apart and moving it a piece at a time – I did. Sometimes I would put a piece one location and then decide it was better in a different one, especially those times I found pieces of matching furniture. I had to be careful of how I moved everything as well. The wooden floors need some work and I’ve done what I can but some of it is beyond me, but I don’t need to make it worse by digging gouges in the wood all for lack of a little extra effort and the convenient furniture dollies that I found shoved in amongst everything else in the attic.

It was three weeks and change and I was getting worried. I didn’t want Dunn’s words to be prophetic, so I refused to behave dramatic and helpless. The problem was that I was running out of things in the house to keep myself busy and distracted with. I’d gone as far as I could with emptying the attic except for the end farthest from the entry and that would have to wait because I kept finding small, expensive things that really needed Dunn’s say so on. Boxes that held a coin collection and a stamp collection. Boxes of real silverware. Some god-awful paintings that were so bad you know they had to be expensive, at least when they were first purchased. Then there was the jewelry and an old firesafe of silver and gold ingots, most of them looking like they’d been melted down by hand. Then there was the stuff that looked personal, like old journals written in by hand, or a file of papers that looked like maybe they were old survey maps of this area. Some stuff in that file is so brittle with age and lack of attention that I’m not even sure it is wise to try and unfold them. There are old cookie tins full of photos as well and while interesting, they aren’t any of my business unless or until Dunn makes them my business.

Being that it was the beginning of April I decided to see if there was anything new on sale in the Forest Grocery Store. I was just in time to take notice. The morels were in. And my ducks were dropping eggs like crazy and with only me to eat them I needed to find a way to preserve them. The morels I foraged and dried, canned, made soup with, and lots of other things well into the night to keep myself from dreaming awful things. The duck eggs I pickled the same way I would have pickled chicken eggs. The mallard eggs were about the size of a jumbo chicken egg so not as many would fit in the pickling jars but that was the least worry, so I just did what I had to and used more jars.

The other goodies that I found now that April weather had them popping up and out is wild ginger, more violets, redbud flowers, burdock root, daylily shoots and tubers, some of the bitter wild greens like creasy and cress, and some Japanese knotweed that can take the place of rhubarb if used right. Japanese Knotweed and Kudzu used to be considered invasive plants to be destroyed on sight, but those two plants have kept a lot of people from starving since the Troubles and the forestry and land management people no longer have a hate on for them. In fact, sometimes the government people have to keep civilians out of the stuff so that their grazing herds of goats have something to eat. I know I was forced to feed the boys and I so much of the two that anytime I ran up on one of them “keep out” signs, I was more than tempted to ignore it … meaning I did ignore it a few times. I know what real hunger is … but I also know what to do about it.

Oyster mushrooms, another April addition, were every bit as welcome a sight as the morels have been. Wild angelica and cattail pollen rounded out what I foraged for the most though there were a few other things here and there. The cattail pollen was difficult and time consuming to get but I kept at it anyway. I’m in an area I don’t know and I’m not sure I could find my way home even if I wanted to. I don’t know when or if there is going to be any kind of resupply. Every little bit is going to be important. I think I may have slipped into survival mode. It is close to four weeks since Dunn left with Mr. Mellon. I don’t know what to think.



[1] Cattail Pickles – How to make.
[2] How to Can Sorrel - Valya's Taste of Home
[3] http://winemaking.jackkeller.net/chickweed.asp
[4] Sheep Sorrel Wine Recipe
 

Jeepcats27

Senior Member
So where did all the horses from the dead men go? Is old Mellon trying to get Dunn's house for his princess bride? Is Mellon covering up something that HE did? Mellon was trying to manipulate Dunn to do what HE wanted when after all the men were killed. Something is weird with Mellon! He interrogated the last guy. Did he ask questions that would not go back to Mellon? Cliffie is stirring the pot!
 

Kathy in FL

Administrator
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Chapter 13

I nearly shot him, him and that buffoon John Mellon both. Trying to get into the house in the middle of the night. What were they thinking?! I’m still mad about it but given that Dunn looks run over … and most of that coming from the healing bruises and busted ribs … I keep my opinion to myself. Just thinking about it makes me want to slam a skillet down on the stove top but I don’t.

I heard a scrape on the floor behind me and nearly threw the skillet at both of them. “What are you doing out of bed?! And you … what are you doing helping him?!”

“He wanted to come downstairs,” John Mellon told me like I didn’t have any say so.

“And your belly wants sweets, that doesn’t mean you should have them.” Forcing my temper back in its box … and setting the skillet down and out of reach … I decided to just deal with the unchangeable and check Dunn’s bandages.

“No need to fuss Coralie. I already feel better. That salve you put on things has helped.”

“Hmph. Anything would be better than that worse than useless attention you received at the outpost. This was their fault. The least they could have done is given you decent care.” I put my hand on his forehead and frowned. “You’re not running a full-blown fever but you’re still warmer than you should be. Give me time to get your breakfast then I’ll get a tub so you can have a soak.”

“Don’t mind if I do,” he said with a grimace. “First though I want to know why, despite it being daylight, this doesn’t look like the house I left you in.”

“Huh?”

It was John Mellon that answered, “It looks like a flock of Sisters from the House of Cleanliness stopped by and stayed a spell.”

Even with that explanation it took me a moment to clue into what they meant. When I did, I rolled my eyes and returned to preparing breakfast. “I do not have a talent for sitting around doing nothing. In fact, I’m terrible at it. So terrible in fact that I don’t even bother trying. House has been cleaned except for a corner up in the attic and …”

Dunn drew a surprised breath too fast and wound up fighting a cough that would have only made him hurt worse.

“Stupid sawbones. From the look of things you have at least one cracked rib, not just bruised. Just desserts would be for them to experience the same,” I grumbled as I took him some cowslip tea. “And yes, I know the stuff tastes disgusting but I haven’t had time to strain the honey from the bee tree yet. As soon as I can I’ll be able to make it less horrible.”

“Bee tree?” John Mellon asked with a frown of concentration.

“There was lightning in the storm that came through here two days ago. It knocked the top out of an old hollow tree. I found it when I went to see if there was wood small enough for me to cut for the stacks as I’ve used quite a bit for wash water and food preserving. I moved about half of the old hive to a new location … took a while to convince the bees to move with it … and the other half I brought back in buckets. It’s all over in the summer kitchen covered with cheese cloth waiting for me to do what needs doing … namely straining the honey out of the wax and comb and sealing it in clean jars so it can be taken downstairs.”

Dunn wheezed, “Pretend I’ve got a few screws loose. Start at the beginning and go slow and tell me what all you’ve been doing so that you wouldn’t have to sit and do nothing.”

I looked and he at least seemed to be trying … again, so different from Levi … so while I cooked, I explained to both of them what I did, in the order I did it, and then while we all ate I answered their questions the best that I could. Dunn looked like he had more to say and ask but the radio that was John Mellon’s constant companion squawked and he hurried to pack and leave to go meet some of his crew that were waiting for him at the Davenport Grist Mill.

Soon enough the dust settled, and I looked at Dunn and said, “You need to be in bed.”

A little petulantly he snapped, “You gonna make me?”

“No. ‘Cause you are a grown man and shouldn’t have to be made to use some sense. If you would prefer to stay downstairs, I’ll fix you a place. I can’t promise comfort, but you should at least be level so you don’t wind up spilling out and on your head.”

He groaned. “Don’t make me laugh Coralie. Hurts too damn bad.”

“I wasn’t trying.”

He only snickered more, holding his sides. I shook my head at his strange sense of humor and finished clearing the dishes and getting things cleaned up. He was growing tired but also turning serious.

“I … didn’t mean to stay away so long.”

“I know. And you’re back now. Not in the greatest shape but time will take care of that.” I stopped scrubbing and looked at him. “Unless that is your way of saying you have to hurry up and get gone again?”

He sighed. “No. As a matter of fact … you could say I am currently unemployed until the government decides to ease back on their interference in the local economy.”

Trying to understand what he was saying while not taking for granted that he was upset I kept it light by responding, “When have you ever known the government to give up their interfering ways?”

“Hmmm … never. But they will back off as soon as they have another target to take aim at. They need tax money to grease the wheels so …”

Realistic I said, “So the easiest target are the things people refuse to go without. Liquor being one of them.”

“Yeah it is,” he admitted, though giving me a kind look which told me he was remembering how I came by that bit of wisdom. “It is going to cause a vacuum that the rotgut sellers will try and fill with their illegal and unstamped product. When the revenuers beat on enough of them even they will drop out of the market and the government won’t have anything to tax. They’ll leave and go find something new.”

“Until then?”

“Until then I make product and store it … it isn’t illegal to make it for your own consumption if you can get the ingredients, just not sell it or gift it. Home production is subject to inspection but I’m thinking on a way to hide things.”

“That’s an easy one. Your basement is twice as big as you think … twice as big as the footprint of this house. Just build a false wall hiding three-quarter of the square footage and with that we should even be able to hide more of the food storage with no one the wiser.”

He nodded. “And speaking of … now that John is gone, I wanna see what you’ve been up to, not just hear the words. And yes, I know it is going to hurt but I’m getting stiff just sitting here and …” He stopped and looked shame-faced to admit, “In a bit maybe I will go lay down. At least for a little bit.”

“Now that John is gone?” I asked, wondering if there was something I should know.

Dunn sighed. “He’s shared enough with me over the years that it has made me leery of sharing … everything … with him. And he’s been more than willing to give his life for me more than a few times, even after he married my cousin and started his own crew. But I like to keep things close to the vest when I can. And I’m getting tired of him doing things because he says he’s emulating me. He needs to do things on his own for his own. And … I just think it will be healthier all the way around. There needs to be some space between our businesses or one day there’s gonna be trouble of one type or another.”

It gave me something to think about. “He’s going to think it is because of me.”

“I can’t stop him from thinking, but if he uses sense he’ll know it has been coming on for a while. My family makes a bad habit of smothering each other. John falls right in with it. Seems to enjoy it since he didn’t have any of that growing up. Always tended to irritate the hell out of me though, so I’ve refused to move back closer to the rest of them. I need breathing room. And I always get tired of them suggesting I find another line of work. This’ll just add to that.”

I didn’t say anything to that. Family tends to make people sensitive and Dunn was already feeling beat on enough.

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“It’s a wut?”

“It’s a bain-marie and will there be a problem if I keep using some of this equipment?”

“Coralie, my head is spinning. Explain it again.”

Shaking my head at his stubborn refusal to go lay down I asked him, “Where did you leave off understanding?”

He was standing in front of the shelf where I had started to store the homemade wines and was looking at it like he wasn’t quite sure he knew what he was looking at. “Woman you’re cracked. C’mere.”

I stepped forward, more wondering why Dunn thought I was cracked this time than anything else, so that when he put his arm around me and pulled me in close to his side it surprised me. “Uh …”

“Coralie …” He stopped but I’d learned patience and waited him out. Finally, he cleared his throat and said, “Explain it to me.”

“I told you, one of the things I did while you were off doing business was try some of Mawmaw’s recipes since you had the equipment sitting down here unused. I can do it without airlocks and the rest, but it takes more watching which means time away from other things that need doing. The product isn’t always as consistent either. So do you mind …”

“You using the equipment. No. Matter of fact you can show me how you did it. I know ‘shine. Can even make some of the good stuff. This? This is wine and a different kettle of fish though I’ve made my share of vinegar the time or two I tried it.”

I grinned knowing he meant his wine hadn’t turned out too well. “Mawmaw was a good teacher,” I told him. “About the bain-marie?”

“Woman you can use anything you find. I still don’t know what the hell that bain thing you are talking about is.”

“A bain-marie,” I said with patience since he was letting me use the equipment. “It is like a double boiler only the top pan sits above the water and with a bain-marie the top pan sits in the water. Not much of a difference between the two otherwise. You really should go lay down you know.”

“Will. Just want you to tell me about the rest of this stuff. Damn woman … the differences are … are … well hell … they aren’t making sense for some reason.”

Shaking my head again I told him, “Because you’ve been beat on and you’re tired. At least sit on that barrel and catch your breath.”

He grunted but did finally use some commonsense. “Now tell me again … and show me, don’t just tell me.”

So I did and I noticed he was jotting some notes down in a little pad of paper that he pulled out of his shirt pocket. The stub of pencil looked too small for his hands, but he seemed to work things out finally.

“Coralie …”

“Hmm?” I asked as I checked the jar seals since he seemed to still be determined to ask questions instead of going upstairs and getting some rest.

“C’mere.”

I turned and he had one arm out and when I walked closer he used it to pull me into a one arm hug and then kept me there.

“I … I never expected this.”

“This? You … don’t think I’m keeping up with my end of our bargain.”

He shook his head but before I could even form a thought to be upset with he said, “You’ve done a job and a half woman. More ‘n that.” He sighed. “P’raps you’ve made a bad bargain again.”

In complete surprise I saw he was … sad. I decided I wasn’t going to let him get away with it.

“Let’s get you that bath to soak in and fix some soup. After your bath and getting something on your stomach so the tea won’t give you heartburn and I’ll put some liniment on the bruising. From there you’ll be able to rest. Once you have a few good sleeps then you’ll be in a better frame of mine to come up with a way to address the things you can change, and not worry at the things you can’t.”

He looked at me and said, “You say that a lot.”

“Oh. Well. Mawmaw taught me.”

“And she hasn’t been proven wrong yet.”

Startled I glanced at him and I could see he was trying to smile which was more than Levi ever had and … it gave me something to be grateful for. But knowing he had a prejudice against hearing Levi’s name – or at being measured against him – I kept the thought to myself. In due course Dunn finally did as I suggested and finally rested as he’d been needing to all along.
 

Sammy55

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Thank. you. Kathy!!!! Looking forward to reading the other ones, but they'll have to wait until tomorrow. Too tired right now. But the expectation will give me sweet dreams, I'm sure! :kiss:
 

Kathy in FL

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I am sorry to hear that you've been ill, Kathy; not sure how I missed reading it until now. Take care of yourself, and get some good rest!

Never came down with it per se, but I'm run down from fighting it off and then taking care of the rest of the family who caught it. Nasty, nasty out of season flu. No one tested positive for covid and my son who works in the hospital had to be tested multiple times. My other son also tested negative. Hubby didn't bother/refused as in his words, "Don't give a XXXX either way. I just feel really bad." He wouldn't have taken paxlovid even had it been prescribed because everyone we know has had rebound covid despite meds.

None of us when to the doctor. Doubt they would have prescribed anything but bedrest, fever reducer, decongestant, and OJ anyway. We relied on Theraflu, Musinex, and supplements SuperC and SuperB and D3 when each was symptomatically appropriate. All four of them are still clearing the crud first thing in the morning and last thing at night and I'm fighting off major fatigue and my glucose numbers getting screwed up.

We'll survive this stuff but it makes me want to bounce something off the head of the nurse that insisted on coming to work sick and passing it around despite heaving covid protocols in the hospital.
 

Kathy in FL

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Where I work, you can be fired for that.

She was disciplined and had to go back and take a bunch of training at her expense, so I hope the lesson took and made a lot of other people think. I get that she was out of sick time since she'd already been out with her kids who were coming down with every germ that entered their daycare. It isn't an excuse though. And it is certainly stupid considering their primary patient population. My son works at an acute care facility with four different wards/levels one of which is a covid ward which makes the entire hospital wear high-level PPE ... two gloves, two masks, goggles or face shields, hair covered, disposable "scrub covers", and two of the wards also require disposable booties. They are tight on their infection control procedures for patient safety reasons.
 

Kathy in FL

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Kathy in FL, HOPE YOU AND ALL ARE DOING BETTER​


Everyone is except me. My energy level sux. What I do have I must spend on the business and BOL building projects. I will try and get some stuff up tonight. I’m covered in brick dust at the moment. Too stupid for words and something that shouldn’t have happened. Our brick mason left a mess I was trying to clean up. Hefted a bucket (an old cheap bucket) of brick dust I had swept up up onto my shoulder to take it to the dumpster. Old, cheap buck split and I’ve only had enough time to partially get it off me. Even the inside of my ear has grit in it.

There are days you just wanna climb back in bed and pretend it all away.
 

Sammy55

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Oh, my, Kathy! I had read someplace that you were sick and recovering but didn't know your situation was THIS bad!! Oh, you have my prayers! If you've been taking care of everyone and have been run down, then someone else should be taking care of the brick dust clean up!! I know what it's like to be so tired and run down. That's when mistakes and missteps happen. Forget the dust. Go take a nice long shower and clean all of the dust off. Then get a cup of sleepy time tea and go take a long nap. We can wait for new chapters. You have taken care of everyone else for such a long time, and now it's time for you to take care of YOU!!
 
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