#86
Because Clora knew the circumstances, she got out the black solar shower bags, filled them and let them heat in the sun. Men that had sweat, adrenalin and the smells from the bodies smothering their senses, needed to be clean. Six gallons to a man, meant a quick wet down, a soaping and then a rinse. Such a small thing, but it helped restore their humanity.
Everyone had a wife to help them but Gary, and that thought, sat heavy on his mind all afternoon. He was sitting at the table after his shower, having a cup of coffee and watching Jainey in the atrium, as she supervised the older children at play. Leaned back in his chair, deep in thought, Gary almost missed when Jainey turned around and gave him one of those looks.
It was obvious to him that she thought he had his eyes closed; but Gary saw every second of that deep hungry look. As a child fussed about something, Jainey turned around and her attention went back to the problem in the atrium.
Milo was sitting a chair away from Gary and he said in a low voice, "did you see that?"
Gary nodded briefly, still staring at his coffee mug like it held the keys to the universe.
"That look wasn't meant for me," Milo said again in the same low voice.
"It shouldn't be for me," Gary finally spoke, rubbing his chin in frustration.
"Why? It makes the earth shake and the heavens thunder," Milo's deep bass voice cracked to a whisper. He looked over into the kitchen to find Honey, and as if she felt his eyes, she turned to stare at him with the same intensity Jainey had used.
Honey was thinking the same thoughts as Jainey had let slip. A Linderman man was about as prime a man as a woman could ask for. Red haired, hard muscled, tall and fit Milo, with his smooth shaven cheeks and droopy mustache and brilliant blue eyes was a primal animal. Just the way she liked him.
All over the house, the same thing was going on, and Clora was shaking her head in disbelief. That was, until she caught sight of Mark coming down the hall. Her hands stilled on the bowl she was drying and let her eyes feast.
Mark was rolling up the sleeves of his chambray shirt as he walked toward the kitchen, his attention focused on the task. His jeans were old and fit like a glove, his white hair and moustache shiny from his shower. Clora could smell the Bay Rum he had used and suddenly there was a big lump in her throat. With the exercise Gary had punished them with, Mark was walking without his cane. "Thank you God," she whispered as her eyes filled with tears. The head of the Linderman clan was as totally magnificent now, as the first time she had seem him.
Mark walked into the kitchen, his eyes automatically locating Clora the very first thing. His beautiful wife had tears and one of 'those' looks in her eyes. Mark could feel the force of it from across the room. Without a word, Mark walked to Clora's side, put his hand on her waist and they walked back down the hall.
All over the house couples disappeared. Jainey was the only one left out, and she sat with her back to Gary. The boys stopped playing and looked at her, and Gary watched her shake her head no.
Gary hadn't moved, content to watch her with hooded eyes.
"Uncle Gary, have you seen my Mom?" Robbie was suddenly standing next to Gary and the table. "Sumthin is awful wrong with Miss Jainey, she's crying hard and we don't know what's wrong."
"I'll take care of it Robbie. Thank you for telling me." Gary stood up and walked into the atrium, gathering up Jainey before she could protest, and letting her cry against his chest. Jainey's emotional release of fright for a man she loved, melted the last of Gary's frozen heart.
His arms around the too thin woman, gave Gary a peace and feeling of rightness he didn't know he wanted, or needed.
"Is she gonna be alright?" Robbie wanted to know, the other boy's listening anxiously.
"When ladies have a bad fright or scare, sometimes they cry a little to help their emotions get over it." Gary explained. "They need hugs like this."
Gary nodded. "Sometimes when they cry, they cry for things that happened that they didn't have time to cry about then."
"Yeah," Robbie said with a big sigh, "I understand now."
"That looks like more than just a little," Robbie observed, sounding just like Milo.