Kara was still unsettled by the past several days. Some of it was how everything seemed to dissolve at once. She now understood what the people were talking about when she was deployed and talking to the locals. The battle lines that were being drawn in the population already had many so far on edge this event just shoved it all over into the abyss. Within two hours, she had been shot. Whether it was for her gear, or her transportation, or just because they were angry, she would never know. What she did know was some semblance of law or control would have to be reasserted, and soon, otherwise it could be years before it could happen. It was ten to fifteen years for the former Yugoslavia to piece themselves back to a decent, stable country, albeit not to their former level of prosperity. Forty years of trying hasn’t resulted in any progress in Somalia. Eastern Europe survived much better from the withdrawal of the collapsing Soviet Union, but they didn’t have massive swaths of infrastructure and millions of people killed in the process. Will the United States be able to recover and move forward? Will the cities be rebuilt? She didn’t know, but the process wouldn’t be aided by the complete collapse of many huge corporate icons who had been gutted, insurance companies wiped out, banks wiped out, second and third order collapses from loans and investments made with guarantees based on real estate and home and business values that are now gone.
Just thinking about it made her head hurt. Imagining the Paradise fire and its effects across the entire coastline was unfathomable. If Fred still owed $700K on a mortgage to the bank, they still want their money, even though the house is now broken and in 2 feet of standing water. Fred’s insurance company can’t afford to pay for Fred’s house along with another 800,000 houses they insure that were affected, and they declare bankruptcy, so they don’t pay the bank, the bank still wants its money, but Fred’s dead, so he won’t be paying them, and if they foreclose, they will never be able to sell it for more than the land. Meanwhile all the people who invested in the banks and insurance companies still want their money, and all the people with money in the banks want their money out, which the banks had invested in land and real estate to gain value so have no liquidity to pay their shareholders and investors, so they go bankrupt. The average person now is out any money they had in the bank, plus any investments. Poof! No money, no assets, no ability to go buy food, water, shelter, if it was even available. FDIC would bankrupt the entire nation just trying to cover the companies too big to fail, much less the guy on the street with their two point three kids demanding help from the government. The government doesn’t have enough assets to help. People will be forced to take matters into their own hands. This won’t end well for many.
She could see it all laid out like an algorithm in her head. She was trembling as she looked out the window into the darkness. Garen’s hand on her shoulder broke her out her reverie.
“We survived. I couldn’t have without you. We will get through this.”
“I know, but it’s going to get ugly, Garen. Real ugly.”
“I know. We need to get Allyson up to speed soon, especially with Bekka on the injured list. Maybe you can take her with you and go down and turn the training building systems back to vacation mode. We haven’t gotten any others showing up yet. “
“I hope John made it.”
“I’m not too hopeful, Kara. If he had, he would have hit Bekka up on the radio or shown up by now. That reminds me, when I get up, we should sort through the extra stuff he shoveled at us last minute.”
“There’s no telling with that pack rat. You need to go crash, your dead on your feet.”
“A quick shower and I’m headed that way. Oh, you take the other side of the bed. If I bang into her ribs in the night, she is libel to shoot me.”
“When you’re done, leave the shower running, I’ll hop in then. I’m beat.”
Kara stood awhile longer looking out into the darkness, but not seeing it. Her brain was swimming in chaos. Finally she told it enough was enough. That’s tomorrow’s problem. She cleared her mind and focused on her vow.
“I will be without fear in the face of my enemies
I will stand brave and upright that the Lord may love me
I will speak the truth always even if it means my death
I will protect the helpless and do no wrong”
The lights were out in the room already, but she knew this room as she knew her own hands. She could hear Garen settling in on the chaise as she went by. A small amount of light from the glowing wall switch provided more than enough light to see what she needed. The rough granite of the floor in the shower felt good on her feet, as did the cascade of warm water relaxing and cleansing her. After a long time, she emerged and dried herself thoroughly. She slid into bed next to Bekka. Laying on her side facing Bekka, she was ready for any need her patient might need. Looking above Bekka, she caught the darker shadowy mass who had to be Merlin. She could hear the purring from here. Her final thought before sleep overcame her was that they would survive.