Chapter 113
I’d give a lot for either Harley or Davey to pull this blasted sled, but the two dogs are becoming as tired and lean as the rest of us. I left them sleeping in the kitchen with the others. The fact they didn’t make any noise when Davis and Benedict were in the yard worries me. They are either getting too tired, getting doggie colds, or they’ve gotten too used to the Hartford scent. Makes me wonder exactly how close that Bud and the rest of them have been to the house. Or if they’ve been playing the dogs up. Sawyer isn’t going to be happy that’s for sure.
Wondering about it all I also made a mental list to count the chickens and ducks … the ducks were my own addition. Actually they were Burt’s addition, he just hadn’t known what to do with him. He caught them with a fishing net of all things. Same way he caught some blackbirds. Barbara and I turned the blackbirds into what we joked around and called a Mother Goose Pie. Turns out Barbara says it was a real thing and not just a children’s rhyme.
Sing a song of sixpence,
A pocket full of rye,
Four and twenty blackbirds
Baked in a pie.
When the pie was opened
The birds began to sing—
Wasn't that a dainty dish
To set before the king?
Sigh. The worries just won’t leave me tonight. They are eating at me. From what I learned, I prefer both dogs to stay with Barbara and the kids at the house. They might hesitate if a Hartford comes around, but if even a Hartford scares the three of them, they’ll turn killer and I hope the idiot cousins remaining around here have more sense than to try something. They won’t even hesitate if it is anyone outside Sawyer’s family.
As a way to ignore the newest letters until I could focus on them properly my mind wandered back to what we’d learned from Donnelly.
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“Fine. Be that way. I’ll just be leaving,” he said sounding like a four-year-old throwing an attitude and about to take his ball home.
Quietly Barbara said, “Oh no you won’t.” All three of us heard her taking the safety off the pistol in her apron. “You have news of our husbands. You are going to share that news.”
Donnelly got real surprised … and real pale. “You … you wouldn’t … can’t …”
“Can. And will. If you push me. No one and nothing is going to stand between me and Huely. I’m sure that Kay-Lee feels the same way. You act like you are … or have … thrown us out of the Hartford Clan. You gonna find there is two sides to that decision.”
Realizing that Barbara was close to being way too emotional I said, “Donnelly, she’s pregnant and you’ve threatened her and her child. Speak up before things go any further.”
“I did not!”
Trying to explain to him like he was the one that had gone through the SLD side of the school I said, “Yes, you did. You’ve admitted you know something about Huely … and Sawyer. You know we are alone … and maybe you have had something to do with people making sure we are that way.”
“No!”
“Yes,” I said despite his denial. “Because whether you admit it or not this is a lot like what I’ll just call the Propane Incident. That was started by Jamison. You play at being stupid, but you aren’t, though you do act it when it suits your purpose. Let me put it in simple terms. You are making the choice to follow Bud and Jamison and whoever else has decided they are in charge. A willing choice. Maybe even an eager choice. But put your wife in our position. How would you feel about it? What would be likely to happen to her under these circumstances.”
“No,” this time less vehement and more like he’d started using his head for something other than a place to put his wool cap.
“No what?” I asked.
“No. It ain’t like that. It won’t go that far.”
I sighed. “It already has. There’s already people using this land for their own purposes. A few of them giving off pretty hostile vibes. And don’t deny it. I already caught you hunting here … and you say Cutter was here as well. It would explain why this area is getting hunted over. Has any of that, even a small portion, been left for us that actually own this land? The answer to that is no. Has anyone offered us any help for any reason? No. Not even Tommy thinks to do much more than ask if we need some wood brought up from the pile. And all he did was blink when we had to tell him there isn’t a ‘pile’ because the Harvesters confiscated it.”
“They … they took all your wood?”
“What thieves didn’t take.”
“Thieves?!” this time expressing some outrage.
“Yeah. We had a little bit left after the harvesters were finished and that grew legs and run off one night a couple of months ago. Sawyer and Huely try and cut wood for us when they are here but it kept running out and they aren’t here all that often. And when they are the inspectors refuse to give them permission to cut any trees and the few downed one near the house were hauled off with the wood pile. They also confiscated what was left in the propane tank though there wasn’t much of that. The only wood we can get these days is tree trash. Or do you think I cook out here in the yard, regardless of weather, ‘cause I think it is fun and for entertainment of the inspectors and harvesters to see and make fun of us for. Calling us Goobers. Taking all the domesticated field and orchard crops and not leaving anything. I’m stealing from myself just to get a few falls off the ground in the dead of night and now even that is gone … and they raked what was left up rather than …”
My throat was tightening up and I had to stop to calm myself for a moment.
Donnelly just kept shaking his head like the picture I painted wasn’t aligned with what he thought he knew. Then he said, “That cain’t be the way it is. That’s not what we’ve been told. Y’all are rich. You’ve got the Chief Inspector protecting you. The drones are over here all the time.”
Barbara called him something rude under her breath and while I agreed I ignored it. “Stop listening to people whose best interest it would be for that to be true. We weren’t given any gleaning rows. I didn’t even know there was such a thing until recently. Now you tell me you all are still getting commodity boxes and we haven’t gotten one in a month while you all get them weekly … and why you would think I would get one to begin with I don’t know. They go to pregnant women and children.”
“Old folks and those that are special needs get them too.”
Sarcastically I asked, “And which category do you think I fall into? I’m not old … several years younger than you as a matter of fact,” I said making him blanch. “And I’m not special needs. Yes, I was on the SLD side of the school and won’t ever deny it, but it was only because it got the school more money. I certainly wasn’t made any allowances for it except for it to be harder to find a family in foster care that would take me on for a few weeks at a time. Don’t believe me? Ask Tommy or Linda. Now enough. Just tell what you know about our husbands, and you can escape back to whoever it is that is telling you what to think and how to think it … and when to think at all. You’re obviously more comfortable living that way.”
He looked at me then at Barbara. He was upset and angry but I got the feeling that maybe it wasn’t all at us anymore. “There was a riot …”
Barbara gasped. I turned and said to her, “Sit down before you fall down please.” I turned to Donnelly, “At least come up on the porch. If you can’t abide me there, I’ll stay down …”
“No!” Barbara said. “We aren’t going to start that nonsense. He can explain it to us both at the same time.”
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It was like pulling teeth to get him to start and then once he did I had to hold Barbara while she puked in the azaleas. When she finally caught her breath I said, “Well at least the blooms will be pretty come spring time with all the acid they’ve been getting.” She chuckled wetly and let me get her sat in a chair with a blanket over her lap.
I glanced at Donnelly and he was looking at me like I was a puzzle.
“What?”
“You’re taking care of her. And the kids too I bet.”
I wasn’t sure whether to ask him whether he was crazy or just what, but Barbara answered for us both. “Of course she is. Let me guess, someone has run their mouth about that too. Probably some of the same ones that went blabbing to the county saying Sawyer was stealing the kids inheritance but forcing them to eat grass and other stuff like that to starve them to death.”
“I … I don’t know,” he said but I could tell that either that was a lie, or he really didn’t know but suspected.
I was irritated. “For the last time, the Judge in the case is who decided what money went where. Mrs. Penny’s care, God rest her soul, took a good chunk of it. Rissa’s portion was put in a medical trust by the Judge, and we haven’t had anything to do with any of that since then. The only thing I have ever asked of the Chief Inspector was if our mailbox could be moved further to the end of our drive rather than on the county road and the request was denied and I have to make the walk all the way down and across to check on things to see if a letter has come from her residential facility.”
“Has it?”
“Has what?”
“A letter come.”
I sighed. “One came when Sawyer was home last … last month … and they said it was going to be the last one for a while. The facility’s population was being moved out of Atlanta, maybe down to Chattahoochee in Florida or this place called Menninger in Houston, TX. If I let myself think about her too much …” I struggled then shrugged. “They are supposed to let us know and if they don’t in a couple of months Sawyer and I are going to petition the Judge to at least be allowed to know where she’s been moved to even if they don’t let us know what is going on with her treatment. Those were the terms that were agreed to so we could get her the help she needed. But they were keeping us in the loop anyway … mostly ‘cause of some grant that she and Mason were a part of that required at least some family participation so they could have a baseline or something.”
“Oh.” He’d looked at the stars and then jumped like he’d been stung on the butt. “I gotta go.”
“Donnelly,” I said, trying to at least act civilized even if part of me wasn’t feeling it. “Don’t bring us more trouble. Our business is our business. Since all the family seems to have their faces set against, no matter how Uncle Mark and Uncle Ned try to make it seem as they protect us from the truth,” he made a guilty face once again. “We don’t need everyone knowing stuff that they’ll just use against us. Leave us alone. We don’t need more of what people are already treating us to.”
“You don’t want me to carry any of this to the Aunts and others?”
“No.”
“You’re angry. Uncle Mark said you weren’t.”
I snorted. “I love Uncle Mark but his opinion on women’s mental capacity, and female Baffa’s in particular, never has been high. And that might not be his fault. I got treated to some female Baffa myself. Good Lord, no wonder things were in the state they were in when I first come up to the Ridge.” I shook my head. “I don’t know what I am exactly and that is the truth. I don’t know what to call it if it is anything anymore. I don’t have the energy to waste on it. I certainly won’t spend any energy on the stupidity called vengeance. That’d be a bigger waste of time than being angry would be. And I may not have gotten much church before I came to the Ridge but I’ve gotten enough since then to know that God is real doesn’t take kindly to any of it either since all of that is supposed to be His job as the Chief Judge of His creations. I just don’t have any extry to give if people try and add more to what they’ve already done to us.”
“None of the family …”
“Don’t,” I said with finality. “The Aunts and Wives gave it away the day of the big blow up. At least some of them knew that others – in the family or not, but they made it seem like in – had tattled to the county people, and they were protecting their identity rather than letting them be held accountable for it. In turn, that gave the county and their inspection teams an excuse to come up here and get in everyone’s business. They wound up not being able to do anything to us when we passed their infernal pop inspections but not everyone can say that. I’m sure someone has tried to blame us for it, but we weren’t the ones that involved the County. All we wanted to do was to adopt Burt and Jolene so we could stop worrying that the County would take them away from us.” I sighed. “That same week is when they started surveying up here with drones and all the rest of it. Don’t try and convince me otherwise because I’ve been keeping a calendar and other proof. Thank you Jesus, as Aunt Dump used to say, that the Judge finally signed off on the right papers and that I have proof they’ve been filed with the State and got the raised seal and all the rest even if we didn’t have to go swear at the court house.”
“They did? When did that happen?”
“Right after Sawyer and Huely got taken off the Chief Inspector brought the papers like he was doing us some huge favor. Of course he hands them to me in the envelope that had been addressed to Sawyer that someone had already opened and rifled through.”
“They’re getting into your mail?!”
I shook my head and rolled my eyes. “They’re getting into everyone’s mail. Whether it is legal or not. How do you think they know so much about people’s private business? Bank records. Legal records. They’ve pulled civil/criminal checks on everyone … here and in town. They’ve pulled credit checks on everyone too. They want to know what everyone’s assets are and what they might be trying to hide. Or did you think someone has been feeding them gossip that would cover all that?”
“Uh …”
Barbara had another not nice thing to say about his intelligence. I said, “The government has been able to do that all along. At one time they’d allow the courts to tell them no publicly but I hope you aren’t dumb enough to thing that stopped them. But now that they’ve gotten war time powers, not even the courts can pretend to stop them, not even the US Supreme Court that seems to be on their side anyway. Didn’t Gramps warn everyone to keep their business to themselves or did he underestimate what was going to happen too?”
“Uh … mebbe.”
At least he was willing to go that far but I’m pretty sure I don’t want to know why. I added for good measure, “Whoever was out for revenge didn’t just dig two graves, they dug all of our graves up here on the Ridge … and all I can do is try and keep those under this roof from being pushed into the one they’ve tried to dig for us. So, here’s a bargain … you keep your mouth shut on our business and I’ll keep mine shut on Bud being here and not out at the oil fields like everyone is supposed to think he is. I won’t even say anything about Jamison though I don’t know whether he is supposed to have left the area and gone to his wife or not. Deal?”
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I’m sure he thought I was more than a little disturbed but he shook my hand when I held it out. He had brought word on Sawyer and Huely no matter how thoughtlessly he’d done it.