PRYR RQST So....my birth Mom passed away Monday.

Satanta

Satanta

Stone Cold Crazy
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I was outside getting things done and had this coughing fit leading to dry heaves so came in. Fl tells me my half-sis needs me to call ASAP so I knew.

Maybe the Mom was telling me to go in nd get the Mssg.

Met her once in Meatworld but I was nine and there has been a lot of Sunsets since then with a lot of adventures. Shortly before Covid FL was doing my genealogy and stumbled over her somewhere-I really had little interesdt in talking to her. Figured she had her own life, I had mine and let things Be.

Anyhoo, Fl got us to talking and we've talked about once a week or so since then and she became 'Mom'.

I know she was hurting, had some health issues and told me she was tired of living like that.

Passed in her sleep, at home and that os a;ways a good thing.

Dunno, weird mix of emotions and shit insie my noggin right now.

My sis has to deal with this on a one-to-one basis as I am too far away to do anything. I wanted to fly up to meet her but the funds were not there to do.

Maybe one day I can go meet the sis.
 
AddisonRose

AddisonRose

On loan from Heaven
Satanta said:
I was outside getting things done and had this coughing fit leading to dry heaves so came in. Fl tells me my half-sis needs me to call ASAP so I knew.

Maybe the Mom was telling me to go in nd get the Mssg.

Met her once in Meatworld but I was nine and there has been a lot of Sunsets since then with a lot of adventures. Shortly before Covid FL was doing my genealogy and stumbled over her somewhere-I really had little interesdt in talking to her. Figured she had her own life, I had mine and let things Be.

Anyhoo, Fl got us to talking and we've talked about once a week or so since then and she became 'Mom'.

I know she was hurting, had some health issues and told me she was tired of living like that.

Passed in her sleep, at home and that os a;ways a good thing.

Dunno, weird mix of emotions and shit insie my noggin right now.

My sis has to deal with this on a one-to-one basis as I am too far away to do anything. I wanted to fly up to meet her but the funds were not there to do.

Maybe one day I can go meet the sis.
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Praying for you Satanta.
 
dawgofwar10

dawgofwar10

Veteran Member
My blessing to your Mom and your Family, buried mine 12 years ago. I miss her so much, she was the one that kept me alive when I was young. She never berated me, not that I did not deserve it. She did the worst thing a mother could, She would cry and the shame of that was far worst then my dad kicking my ass!!!!
 
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night driver

ESFP adrift in INTJ sea
Dawg, there is one step farther than cry. Telling one of my brothers or me that they were disappointed in us, or we have disappointed them. There ain't NO getting back from that. Any idea how many days I wished for a medium sized whipping???

SAT. As Doz said, may you find all of the Peace you need, just 'roun' the next corner.
 
dawgofwar10

dawgofwar10

Veteran Member
night driver said:
Dawg, there is one step farther than cry. Telling one of my brothers or me that they were disappointed in us, or we have disappointed them. There ain't NO getting back from that. Any idea how many days I wished for a medium sized whipping???

SAT. As Doz said, may you find all of the Peace you need, just 'roun' the next corner.
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Had that done by my Dad after he kicked my Ass.
 
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Notasheep

Contributing Member
She gave you the greatest gift of all...life. Pray for your Mom and look to meeting her in the hereafter. Prayers uplifted for you too, as I can't imagine the emotions you must be feeling.
 
Babs

Babs

Veteran Member
I'm so very sorry for your loss. I never really knew my mother for several reasons. So when she died, what I grieved was not having a real mother, and missing out on that relationship in my life. So glad you had the chance to have a relationship with your mom. Saying a prayer for you.
 
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Delta

Has No Life - Lives on TB
Hang in there Sat. Wherever you are in life, it started with Mom. Every opportunity to reflect is good. Know that you are loved and appreciated.
 
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