#19
Evie could hear low voices talking in the kitchen. Stalling, she postponed disturbing the warm and snuggly group on the couch, but the Cool April night was gloaming fast. The house cooled rapidly, and then there was the matter of supper. The lentils would be barely cooked, unless she stoked the fire.
Easing herself off the couch, Evie tended to the fire. The lentils would need a bit more cooking. A bowl of soupy lentils was not much of a supper. She hadn't got the flour sieved yet. That would have to wait until tomorow when it was light enough to see. But tonight, well tonight would be a pretty dismal, but they would get through it.
Pete and Betty were huddled on chairs in the corner, backs to the kitchen;as they talked in low voices. Patty was sulking in the space behind the kitchen door, kicking her foot idly through the heap of their belongings. Evie thought the child was a waste of a potential human. There was so much Patty could do and be; if only someone beside her mother could guide her. Not exactly her problem,...yet. But she knew as well as she was standing there that it would be.
Evie hated the occasional flashes of premonition she was cursed with. They always tied her stomach in knots, and gave her information she didn't want to deal with. Besides, she felt so tired. Bone weary was more like her state of mind, and hopefully she wasn't responsible for any more decisions tonight. The whole episode with Betty was like the two ton elephant in the room, it was there, but not mentioned.
Adding more water and a few pinches of salt to the bubbling lentils, Evie stretched the two cups of dried pease into enough, she hoped, to feed the entire group. Calling to the children, she had them wash. The supper she put in the old chipped stoneware mugs, and handed out spoons. Brett took his mug, looked at Benny and then ducked his head and shoveled in the unflavored, but salted soup.
The Apperton kids ate without talking. Any food was better than none. They didn't like lentils, who would, but the soup made their stomachs stop hurting. Tomorrow would be the worst. Clora giggled softly, thinking how stinky Benny would be. Benny, knowing what she was thinking, made a show of inflating his cheeks with air and then forcing it out while leaning toward Clora.
Brett finished his mugfull, and looked up in time to see Benny's bulging cheeks. Before he could help it, he guffawed aloud. The laughter sudden and loud in the almost silent kitchen. Patty looked up, and turned away from the scene. It wasn't funny to her. This soup, as grandmother called it, was really awful. It tasted like dirt, looked like dirt and smelled worse. She had tasted a spoonful, she was really hungry since they had had that fuss at lunch and she wouldn't eat. It had seemed important at the time to support mother, and now Patty wasn't sure. Things wern't going the way mother had said they would. Dad was acting all weird, Brett liked those strange kids way too much; grandma was really mean, and grandpa was a zombie. Mom had got really snarky with dad, and now she was hurt. Patty felt like she didn't fit in anywhere. She hated the idea of being poor. It really sucked.
Neither Pete or Betty touched the mugs of soup Evie had placed next to their chairs. They continued talking, oblivious to the world around them.
"Can't we turn on the lights?" Patty wanted to know. "I can't see."
"Sorry," Evie replied. "We can't spend the electricity. Here let me open the insert door. That will give us enough light to get you kids settled into bed."
Patty was about to object that she was grown up, and didn't go to bed with the little kids; but then, if there was no light to see, she might as well be asleep. There sure wasn't anything else to do.
Evie guided Hap to the bedroom and settled him in bed. In the faint light, it was apparent that he was still suffering heart pain. She asked if he wanted another asprin, but Hap shook his head no. He was a smalled curled up lump, as she went to see
the kids to bed.
Blankets over kids lying on the floor. Evie helped Zander and Jane say evening prayers, and went to the kitchen to wash the dishes.
Peter was wrapping Betty's hand with cloth from his previous wound care. Evie started to offer clean and dry material, but Pete shook his head no, and Evie let it be.
The evening was so blessedly still, no one wanted to break the peaceful spell. The rain had lessened to a gentle sprinkle, the wind had died down and Evie put beans on to soak and warm during the night. Evie thought about speaking to Betty, was gathering her courage, when the woman pulled a coat from the pile on the floor and walked out the door. The closing sounding like a final chapter of goodbye.