kyrsyan
Has No Life - Lives on TB
In addition to all the other fun things going on in life, it appears that my body has just slammed straight on into menopause. I've been in peri-menopause for a while and it's pretty much a shrug thing. I can handle what my body has thrown at me even the cramps from h3ll. But this week I hit the rages. Fortunately for my sanity and the people around me, I'm pretty aware of myself. So I knew the rages had no reason and I kept a lid on it. Fortunately, we're in quarantine so that was relatively easy. When it wasn't, I was silent a lot.
The problem is that we will be out of quarantine soon. And I'm not normally a ragey person. I don't like being a ragey person. So how in the bloody blue blazes do I balance this? It's bad enough that I don't even want to work in the garden out front because people keep stopping to say how good it looks and my instant responses are really not nice. (Fortunately I have lots of practice in smiling while keeping my tongue firmly between my teeth.)
So herb suggestions? Because I'm not letting this continue.
The problem is that we will be out of quarantine soon. And I'm not normally a ragey person. I don't like being a ragey person. So how in the bloody blue blazes do I balance this? It's bad enough that I don't even want to work in the garden out front because people keep stopping to say how good it looks and my instant responses are really not nice. (Fortunately I have lots of practice in smiling while keeping my tongue firmly between my teeth.)
So herb suggestions? Because I'm not letting this continue.