BigFootsCousin
Molon Labe!
Back in the day, around the 1880's or so when I was in nursing school, fibromyalgia wasn't even in the curriculum or a word on anybody's lips.
Nowadays, it's everywhere, and everyone has heard of it. I went blissfully through about 20 years of nursing practise, unawares of it's existence, except for the 'usual' drug addict who limped tearfully into view, whining like a two year old who couldn't have a cookie. Have you ever heard an adult 'whine'? It's pitiful. Whelp.....
I'm the one now doing the whining. Fibro-my-HELL-gia, is a rather complex disease, and one of my Docs states that it's not even a disease, rather it's an emotional state. Really? REALLY?
A few years back I had a prolonged, acute episode of feeling "under-attack" by as of yet an unknown illness that lasted about 1/2 a year. I had a rapid and large weight loss, night sweats, small fevers, dizziness, extreme daily nausea, vision changes, bodyaches from hell, fist-sized rash on my chest (scalloped appearing), blood pressure in the 70's systolic, syncopal episodes, profound fatigue, partial and transient paralysis that was 'revolving', headaches from hell, and the general pallor of a ghost. I also had a very severe stiff and painful neck for over two weeks.
And so it begins- my life has never been the same from that illness. Some literature suggests that there is a central nervous system disorder as well as an immune component as well. Rheumatologists are the 'speciality' that are supposed to be able to diagnose and treat this disease......funny thing is- they don't really know exactly what it is. Say what?!
Yep. Seems like this disease, has only gotten the attention of the medical community from around the 1990's or so, and there is considerable discussion as to what type of therapy is suggested for the sufferers of this damnable disease.
Behind curtain number 1 you have the idea that it is psychosomatic in nature and just therapy (counseling) will help to treat/cure this 'anomoly'.
Behind curtain number 2 is a more humanistic approach that uses all of the assets available to a Provider such as: narcotic pain killers, muscle relaxers, anti-depressants, lifestyle changes, & physical therapy to name a few.
Behind curtain number 3 is a whole new set of medications that are fibro-specific in their approach, at least in clinical trials they are. I won't go into all of the new and different meds here, but, after getting on them.....yer 'supposed' to feel better. Supposed to.....key words.
I've been to 3 different rheumatologists, 4 different neurologists, a few ED (ER) visits, and I changed Docs three different times. Apparently, this is relatively typical behavior for fibromyalgia patients as they seek answers to their confounding illness. And believe me....it is really confounding. And, utterly devastating.
My new mantra from my doc is "Man-up". Take it, bear it, stand up straight, hold your head high, & most important of all- don't complain....too much at least.
Damn I hate this disease. Funny thing is, until I got it, I like many, many other nurses out there did NOT believe that it was real, I thought that the patient was full-of-sh*t and just seeking narcotics. Boy, was I ever so wrong.
G-d, you have humbled me before man. I have sinned by not believing others when they told me that they were suffering.....you have opened my eyes and my heart to those around me and I now see your world in a much different way.
I am but sinful dust.
BFC
ETA: Sorry for my above 'rant' but does anybody have ANY ideas/answers to this disease? I'm 'almost' inclined to say that it might have been from a flu shot.....but I won't say that......yet.
Nowadays, it's everywhere, and everyone has heard of it. I went blissfully through about 20 years of nursing practise, unawares of it's existence, except for the 'usual' drug addict who limped tearfully into view, whining like a two year old who couldn't have a cookie. Have you ever heard an adult 'whine'? It's pitiful. Whelp.....
I'm the one now doing the whining. Fibro-my-HELL-gia, is a rather complex disease, and one of my Docs states that it's not even a disease, rather it's an emotional state. Really? REALLY?
A few years back I had a prolonged, acute episode of feeling "under-attack" by as of yet an unknown illness that lasted about 1/2 a year. I had a rapid and large weight loss, night sweats, small fevers, dizziness, extreme daily nausea, vision changes, bodyaches from hell, fist-sized rash on my chest (scalloped appearing), blood pressure in the 70's systolic, syncopal episodes, profound fatigue, partial and transient paralysis that was 'revolving', headaches from hell, and the general pallor of a ghost. I also had a very severe stiff and painful neck for over two weeks.
And so it begins- my life has never been the same from that illness. Some literature suggests that there is a central nervous system disorder as well as an immune component as well. Rheumatologists are the 'speciality' that are supposed to be able to diagnose and treat this disease......funny thing is- they don't really know exactly what it is. Say what?!
Yep. Seems like this disease, has only gotten the attention of the medical community from around the 1990's or so, and there is considerable discussion as to what type of therapy is suggested for the sufferers of this damnable disease.
Behind curtain number 1 you have the idea that it is psychosomatic in nature and just therapy (counseling) will help to treat/cure this 'anomoly'.
Behind curtain number 2 is a more humanistic approach that uses all of the assets available to a Provider such as: narcotic pain killers, muscle relaxers, anti-depressants, lifestyle changes, & physical therapy to name a few.
Behind curtain number 3 is a whole new set of medications that are fibro-specific in their approach, at least in clinical trials they are. I won't go into all of the new and different meds here, but, after getting on them.....yer 'supposed' to feel better. Supposed to.....key words.
I've been to 3 different rheumatologists, 4 different neurologists, a few ED (ER) visits, and I changed Docs three different times. Apparently, this is relatively typical behavior for fibromyalgia patients as they seek answers to their confounding illness. And believe me....it is really confounding. And, utterly devastating.
My new mantra from my doc is "Man-up". Take it, bear it, stand up straight, hold your head high, & most important of all- don't complain....too much at least.
Damn I hate this disease. Funny thing is, until I got it, I like many, many other nurses out there did NOT believe that it was real, I thought that the patient was full-of-sh*t and just seeking narcotics. Boy, was I ever so wrong.
G-d, you have humbled me before man. I have sinned by not believing others when they told me that they were suffering.....you have opened my eyes and my heart to those around me and I now see your world in a much different way.
I am but sinful dust.
BFC
ETA: Sorry for my above 'rant' but does anybody have ANY ideas/answers to this disease? I'm 'almost' inclined to say that it might have been from a flu shot.....but I won't say that......yet.
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