Chapter 95
I still don’t know for how long I was out exactly. About an hour, maybe more. My understanding of “time” still slips in and out. It was a pain in my hip that woke me up. Getting kicked in the butt may sound like a comedy routine but I promise you it isn’t. It hurts. But as soon as I woke up, I was full of adrenaline. It was turning dark, not quite evening but real close to curfew so yeah, I was definitely out for more than an hour now that I’m being forced to write it out or drown in emotions. However, there was still just enough light for me to see what was going on even if my brain didn’t want to process it.
They were using the kids as hostages, in addition to some other people that were even more hurt than I was. I was in a pile of people that for lack of delicacy, were supposed to be dead as we were thrown together in a pile like limbs you pick up out of the yard. What I could see was blood on all of them … us … and lots of what I took to be head or facial wounds.
The goobers were too wound up, they didn’t realize I was back amongst the land of the awake and aware. Why they thought I was dead I have no idea. Maybe I was? Who knows. Maybe they thought I was beyond help and not worth using as a bargaining chip. Again, who knows. At this point I don’t care. It is simply the way it was.
I could see that Nat had been crying at some point. Daniel was shaky. Knox was pissed. That’s the best description. They all had been slapped around and that fueled my wakefulness even more. I had to fight off the depression of regret but didn’t have time to be much of anything, much less that. I was aware they hadn’t taken the doohickey tool away from me. Somehow, someway my hand was still wrapped tightly around the handle.
That’s when things started going sideways.
I could hear megaphones from someplace outside the fence demanding the goobers surrender. They refused. They demanded the release of the hostages. The goobers refused that as well. The goobers demanded that their demands be met. Yeah right. Then one of the older goobers … looked like Shaggy with the scraggly goatee … said if their demands weren’t immediately met they’d start shooting the hostages.
Most of the goobers salivated on that one. Their humanity had paid a price I guess. But a few of them no longer thought things were “fun,” were obviously starting to second guess their participation and looked like they were trying to back out and figure how to get out of the mess they were in.
“And we’ll start with these three!” Mr. I Am In Charge screamed into his megaphone while using the rifle he held as a pointer. Only the idiot didn’t have the safety on and in his excitement he pulled the trigger just enough that it went off.
I don’t know who it would have hit. All I know is that Knox was pushing Nat and Daniel down … but didn’t move after he went down. There was screaming and then dead silence. But whether the silence was real, or if it was just a result of everything but rage shutting down for me, I don’t know. I don’t even remember jumping up but I did. With my arm already in motion. I didn’t hear the doohickey make contact with the guy’s head, but I felt it, and I saw him stumble. I also somehow grabbed the rifle he started to drop. But it wasn’t me that shot him. The shot came from outside the fence and chaos took over from there.
I got to the kids and Knox wasn’t moving. A red stain was already spreading on the front of his t-shirt. I was terrified to turn him over to see the exit wound. There wasn’t one. The hole didn’t look very big and the blood coming out was not bright red, but it was red enough, even in the dark. I quickly took off my flannel shirt I was wearing over my undershirt. Yes, it was dirty but that’s what I had. Part of me noticed the cold but mostly I was trying to stop the bleeding. I added the belt off my jeans to tie the “pad” in place and hold it there tightly.
I knew I needed to get them out of there but I was afraid to move Knox anymore than I already had. Then someone nearly pushed me over running into us. I got up and started swinging the rifle like a club. I’m lucky I didn’t shoot myself I suppose. I was angry and making contact with anyone that came close. More than a few didn’t get up but were crawling around mewling and holding their face or head or for one guy what was definitely a broken arm.
Then the rifle was grabbed and jerked from my hand.
“Don’t take my head off lady. We’re the f****** cavalry.”
“Screw you! I’ll …”
Then I recognized someone from Sheepdogs. “Mina. We’re gonna get the kids out. You need to cover us. Can you do that? With the rifle. You understand what I’m saying?”
Nat latched onto me. “No!”
I peeled her off and looked at Daniel. It all came together in my head fast like things sometimes do.
I put my hand on Daniel’s shoulder and said, “Daniel, I need you to go with Nat. Take care of her.”
“Like Knox.”
“No, like you. You’ll understand what she needs, what you needed.”
He looked at me and then a depth of understanding appeared in his eyes that I rarely saw there.
He took a breath and said, “Got it covered Mina.”
“I know you do.”
He grabbed Nat’s hand and prepared do be the brother that Nat needed. And I prepared to be and do what I’d never wanted, but what those bastards had finally pushed me into being. God help them.