OT/MISC Army's 'Captain America' dies by suicide after nearly a dozen combat tours

Dennis Olson

Chief Curmudgeon
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Army's 'Captain America' dies by suicide after nearly a dozen combat tours
By Jennifer Griffin | Fox News

The enemy could never break him, but what this decorated Green Beret eventually found was that his enemy was within. Friends who served with him in the military say he was the real “Captain America.”

Master Sgt. Andrew Christian Marckesano served six full tours in Afghanistan with the 82nd Airborne and the Ranger regiment and a half dozen more combat tours overseas. He rose to become a decorated Green Beret and a Silver Star recipient. He had just moved to Washington, D.C., to start a coveted job at the Pentagon. Two days after the Fourth of July on Monday night, after having dinner with his former battalion leader, Marckesano returned home from dinner in Old Town, Alexandria, and died by suicide in front of his wife. He had three small children and was still on active duty.

His death sent shock waves through the military. His friends, family and military leaders were at a loss. Many told Fox News that Marckesano never got over his tour in Afghanistan's Arghandab Valley in 2009 with the 2-508, a battalion that had one of the highest casualty rates of any unit during the war. “That deployment was like being in the ring with Mike Tyson for a year,” according to the battalion’s former Command Sgt Major Bert Puckett.

He sent a passionate appeal this week to the rest of the battalion: “Text me, I told you before my door is open... my phone is at hand. We did things that people make movies about and in some cases, writers and producers wouldn’t even try to write our story... the rucksack is heavy... and when it gets heavy we [&$#*] help each other, but you have to reach out... Don’t let the Valley win.”

Marckesano’s suicide was the 30th from this battalion. He is one of the 20 combat veterans taking their lives each day -- an epidemic the military and White House are trying to stop. Last month, President Trump launched the PREVENTS Task Force with a White House ceremony.

“My administration is marshaling every resource to stop the crisis of veteran suicide and protect our nation's most treasured heroes. They've been through so much, and it's such a deep-seated problem,” Trump said.

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Staff Sgt Allen Thomas served in the same battalion as Marckesano. He died by suicide in 2013, leaving behind two daughters and his wife Danica, who was at the White House ceremony in June to launch the President's suicide prevention initiative with The Independence Fund and the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) Be a Hero for a Hero. They sponsor retreats for units like the 2-508 to reconnect and keep fighting for the buddy on their left and on their right.

There is also a 24/7 Veterans Crisis Line, 1-800-273-8255. The VA now has same-day access for emergency mental health care. Under the Trump Administration, veterans have a right to seek private-sector care, at the VA’s expense, if the VA can’t provide timely care directly to the veteran.


Thomas was a three-time combat tour infantryman with the 82nd Airborne. A suicide bomber detonated and ripped through his body. He recovered from severe polytrauma after months at Walter Reed, but struggled with PTSD. He was medically retired but he missed the military mission, according to Danica, who said he felt useless in civilian life. In September 2013, he asked his young wife to take him to the Fayetteville VA Emergency Room for a psychiatric evaluation. There were no beds so the VA sent him home with a prescription for pain killers, something that would not happen today given new procedures.


“Days later, the last words Allen said to me were ‘I love you.’ I heard the gun cock, then he went out the door and I heard the door shut on us. Just like the VA had shut the door on him,” Danica Thomas wrote of her husband’s mental breakdown that night in 2013.

“Eyewitnesses said Allen’s last words were ‘I got it. I cleared the house.’ We think at the time Allen thought he was back in Afghanistan. But in body, Allen was in our residential neighborhood in Fayetteville. He thought he was taking out the enemy, but instead, it was two innocent neighbors and their dog.”

Ann Awaldt, 68, and her husband Todd were killed that night. Allen, a two-time Purple Heart recipient, then turned the gun on himself.

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“We believe he came back to the here and now and realized what happened. Then, he fell to his knees and turned the gun on himself. I heard the crack of the gunshot from across the neighborhood,” his wife Danica wrote. “He did everything right; he wasn’t too proud to ask for help, and he asked for it. But the VA was too broken to provide it. And because of that, three lives were lost just days after he asked for help.”

Weeks later, the VA called to offer Thomas his medical appointment. “I buried my American Hero with a baby on each hip,” Danica Thomas said.

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Young combat veterans die by suicide at four times the rate of other veterans.

Reps. Susie Lee, D-Nev., and Jack Bergman, R-Mich., introduced a bipartisan bill this week to launch the Zero Suicide Initiative at the Department of Veterans Affairs to improve veteran care and suicide prevention, with the ultimate goal of bringing veteran deaths by suicide to zero.

An unexpected outgrowth of the COVID-19 epidemic is that mental health resources for former combat troops, active-duty troops and their families have been a casualty of quarantine. And repeat combat tours have led seasoned troops to say the forces still being deployed to Afghanistan are "out of gas."

 

Jeff B.

Don’t let the Piss Ants get you down…
This is a real thing... my son served tours in Iraq and Afghanistan and due to an IED and RPG impacts on his HMMVW has a bunch of physical and mental after effects. He's had a shoulder reconstruction (to include rotator cuff repair) and has been diagnosed with TBI and PTSD. He was medically retired after arriving at Fort Bliss from Germany (his actual duty station between deployments) when they did an intensive of all troops arriving that had recent combat tours.

He's been in treatment with the VA and has several outsourced (private) things he's doing, but the long and the short of it is that these young people that saw a lot of action and in many cases, significant injury are pretty messed up. He spent most of his time in Afghanistan at Camp Keating and if you watch "The Outpost" was there when Lt. Keating was killed attempting to return the 5 ton to Neray. He had departed before the actual "Battle of Kamdesh". The movie while well done took some artistic license with actual events and timelines. My son was with an MP Platoon attached to a Cav Troop from the 10th Mtn's Cav squadron. The 4th ID had replaced the 10th Mtn at the time of the battle in the outpost.

To add some context, at Fort Bliss, my son was going to re-enlist, and in 2008, all units were deploying at some point in the near future. His highly preferred choice was to go back to Iraq and not back to A-Stan... They were undermanned, working with skeleton forces and facing increasing and well organized opposition. Enroute to Kamdesh his unit particpated in operations in the Korengal Valley, another hotspot that's been covered in some films.

Jeff B.
 

fish hook

Deceased
So very sad,and a great loss to the country.I have to wonder what part of adrenaline withdrawal had to play in this and other cases.
 
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Dozdoats

On TB every waking moment
Not all casualties of war die on the battlefield. Counting the cost means adding them as well. The broken in body and spirit too.

Lee Greenwood flagwaving don't cut it.
 

Sacajawea

Has No Life - Lives on TB
The VA part of the story has had me mad enough to chew nails more than once. The whole structure of healthcare for active duty, reserve and retired soldiers is a fricking monument to inefficiency, silo'd data, a CYA mentality that has no room for actually CARING about these people... and nameless, faceless case managers who make medical decisions they're not qualified to make.

I have a hard time with legitimacy of a government that dishonors the people they recruit to fight for them, this way. It ain't fittin'; it ain't right.
 

TKO

Veteran Member
My nephew was 82nd Airborne. He committed suicide on duty at Ft Bragg in 2013 after a tour in Afghanistan and was getting ready to be sent back. The army is a meat grinder. He was 21.
Sorry to hear about him taking his life. I have heard a lot of stories like that. I loved the military. It didn't love me back, though. Constant deployments. I was deployed during Desert Storm and my wife was all by herself with our two babies with chicken pox. I saw them again 6 months later for a little bit before the next deployment. I knew then I had to get the heck out. So, I did. Right in the middle of a recession, too. Leaving worked out. It was a tough 3 years. However, I was able to be home...which I wasn't often in the military. 12 years, beat up body, and never have felt right since. I struggle with depression and likely the military was the catalyst for it. The VA doesn't care. Next!
 

hoss

Out to lunch
Sorry to hear about him taking his life. I have heard a lot of stories like that. I loved the military. It didn't love me back, though. Constant deployments. I was deployed during Desert Storm and my wife was all by herself with our two babies with chicken pox. I saw them again 6 months later for a little bit before the next deployment. I knew then I had to get the heck out. So, I did. Right in the middle of a recession, too. Leaving worked out. It was a tough 3 years. However, I was able to be home...which I wasn't often in the military. 12 years, beat up body, and never have felt right since. I struggle with depression and likely the military was the catalyst for it. The VA doesn't care. Next!

I don't mean to sound trite but thank you for your service. This thread is depressing.
 

Dozdoats

On TB every waking moment
My last job was in Ft. Bragg's Education Center, helping soldiers get the education benefits their recruiters had promised. I had a young 82d soldier come in who had just found out he was PCSing to one of the first brigades to use Strykers and was therefore on his way right back to the sandbox.

He was so distraught I wondered if I should call the medics....
 

adgal

Veteran Member
I feel like I'm fighting this battle every day. My DS served in 2009 in Afghanistan - he has PTSD - and he is often SO FRUSTRATED with trying to work with the VA. I can't tell you how many calls I get with him saying, "Mom, this is too much. Mom, I can't take any more of this. Mom, I don't know if I can go on." I can see why the suicide rate is so high - they have forgotten the men and women who sacrificed for our country. They made a promise to them - and they are not living up to their side of the bargain.
 

Maryh

Veteran Member
This thread is so sad to read! We pray for the military eveyday at Mass. My daughter also has a TBI due to a large tent pole falling on her in 03 and then from the concussions. She gets bad migraines. Her knees are shot among other things. It just goes on and on. So glad she's getting out after 25 yrs. She also had a fiance in 03 that ditched her towards the end of her Iraq deployment. That's when it was so stressful. I will be forever grateful for the elderly man in Bangor (part of a group that met the returning troops) that sat with her when she came back cause she had no one to meet her.
 

Line Doggie

Contributing Member
My nephew was 82nd Airborne. He committed suicide on duty at Ft Bragg in 2013 after a tour in Afghanistan and was getting ready to be sent back. The army is a meat grinder. He was 21.
7 years in Division for me, came back from a deployment at the end of '12 and PCSed to Jackson for a BCT unit, then a couple years in the 101st and that was it for active duty. In my last few months in the Reserves now.
Deployments are a lot like being in prison. Boring, lonely, austere conditions, no freedom, close living with a bunch of other young guys, worrying about things at home, and a constant feeling of threat.
Bad things happen and people feel responsible: "I sent that guy out on that patrol and he got killed".
Things happen that can't be left behind.
A lot of people can't cope with the weight of killing. That's a very individual thing and it's got nothing at all to do with courage.
Repeated deployment cycles, the busyness and the strained relationships, leave people feeling cut off from normal life, of travelling down a road away from normal life and its satisfactions and possibilities.
The DOD has had programs to lower suicide in the military since the late '90s, but nothing has solved it. There's a medication and dependency spiral that many people fall into, too.
 

Coulter

Veteran Member
I can see why the suicide rate is so high - they have forgotten the men and women who sacrificed for our country. They made a promise to them - and they are not living up to their side of the bargain.

This - it breaks my heart - but it is true.
 
Sorry to hear about him taking his life. I have heard a lot of stories like that. I loved the military. It didn't love me back, though. Constant deployments. I was deployed during Desert Storm and my wife was all by herself with our two babies with chicken pox. I saw them again 6 months later for a little bit before the next deployment. I knew then I had to get the heck out. So, I did. Right in the middle of a recession, too. Leaving worked out. It was a tough 3 years. However, I was able to be home...which I wasn't often in the military. 12 years, beat up body, and never have felt right since. I struggle with depression and likely the military was the catalyst for it. The VA doesn't care. Next!
God Bless you
 
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Doughboy42

Veteran Member
One full year in Viet Nam. Almost daily contact missions. I cannot imagine emotionally surviving what he did. All I can say is God bless his family and there but for the Grace of God ........
 

L.A.B.

Goodness before greatness.
Jeff B. Post # 10

I just saw The Movie about "Battle of Kamdesh" “The Out Post” last night on cable.

OMG! I have never seen such an insane position to hold as a base.

I told my wife while watching it. It had to be a 3-letter PSYOP to prove our fighting resolve in the face of insanity.

Not since The Reagan 80’s had I been so p!$$3d off at the foolishness of deployed US FORCES. UN PEACEKEEPERS (under Reagan) with no Magazines in their M-16-A-2’s, then to have The Beruit Marine Barracks Truck Bombing happen because evidently there was no .50 cal or slalom style K-Rail at the entry. The Battle of Kamdesh was brutal.

Bless The Young Men Across Time Who Gave So Much, And Those Who Gave All.

At the end of the film in script-documentary style, they stated that similarly situated Un-defendable base were to be cataloged and summarily CLOSED after that experience.

That Base was FUBAR in geographic and topographic position!
 

China Connection

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Look here in Australia at the moment some of our forces have been found to have killed ordinary towns people in Afghanistan. How would as average solider handle such stuff?


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L.A.B.

Goodness before greatness.
Let the multi-generational waring warlords decide Afghanistan's mountains fate.

You can’t fight a war where the logistics of the OP-FORCE are three guys and 10-goats carrying ammo and task them as todays Apache mission.

Just by tasking the economy of your war machine against such LIC your the risk-reward-expense is way off the charts.

Cities are a different story. They should be secured with well trained sovereigns.
 
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Groucho

Has No Life - Lives on TB
Damn the VA. Anybody who wants socialized medicine should be forced into the VA. THAT'S socialized medicine. Been there, done that and not at all happy.
 

Coulter

Veteran Member
Bankers control the purse strings AND the puppet strings.
And oil is the lifeblood of the MIC.

Or that's one way of looking at it.
Or you could go one layer deeper and say it is Evil who is running the show - which I believe.

But the face I see are the politicians.

And the face I see on the 911 war is Bush.
 
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