Part 104
Still no proof that any of the reported bombings actually took place. Something is going on, but the military’s intel is not turning into community info. We’ve seen Rebecca only once since the radio announcement took place and all she would say is, “Don’t believe anyone. No one has clean hands.”
It wasn’t one of Cade’s better days and he snapped, “Including you?”
“Maybe. As God as my witness, I’ll never intentionally lie to you, but I may not be able to tell you all I know. I’ve got people standing over me even more than we used to.”
When she was leaving, I brought out a bag of acorn muffins and handed them to her. “You didn’t need to bring God into it. No one needs the added consequences of blaspheming. If you can’t say anything then just do what you always do and say it has been deemed classified, or is confidential, or need to know, or all the other things you’ve said when anyone asked you a question. And I’m sorry about the kids asking, they’ve just been scared. They still think of you as a law enforcement officer even if that isn’t what you are these days.”
She just looked at me and I rolled my eyes upwards … but not where anyone spying with a drone could see.
She snorted and said, “The kids are okay, I just don’t like lying. It sets a bad example. At least you and Cade understand.”
“Cade explained back when he first moved in with our family that there are simply some work-related stuff he … you … anyone really … can’t talk about because that’s the job.”
She grunted and then said, “You didn’t have to.” She lifted the bag in her hand.
“I know. And they are just acorn muffins. No flour or anything these days. But maybe those Food and Nutrition people might get a kick out of them. There should still be plenty of acorns dropping in town … unless y’all have roasted them all for a coffee substitute. Lots of people out here made that mistake. They’re also having to use what acorns are left for animal feed and forage. I hear some are hoping the feral pigs get over whatever disease is running through them. Heard there were some with worms … or maybe it is parasites. The Millhouse family have the contract with the military and they might know more. We don’t keep animals, and I doubt we’ll be able to get hunting licenses and tags this year, what with things the way they are. Unless they’re thinking of letting up on the restrictions. Have you heard? I haven’t seen a forestry ranger to ask and no one else seems to be talking either.”
She grunted again as a non-answer though I could see her biting the inside of her cheek.
“And … look … thanks for coming to see Cade when you can and talking about old and better times. I think it helps with his … you know … issues. His memory seems to be getting better about that stuff though when he starts wondering about people he gets kinda … um … anxious and depressed. I know you said the docs said not to press him on whatever went on during our separation, that some of it may never come back, and I suppose I have to trust what the doctors say, but like I said, thanks.”
“Cade’s like a brother,” she said with shaking her head. “Here’s hoping his physical health doesn’t take another reversal.”
I walked back into the house after she pulled out, to the sound of silence. It concerned me at first until Eden traipsed across the room to say, “Ethan took everyone downstairs so they wouldn’t ask questions about those clankers you were telling. Just explain it to me later. I had to promise to play some music as a reason why the twins and the girls needed to go down there and wait.” She held up some sheet music. “Cade is upstairs wheezing but I don’t think it is a chest cold.”
Well, I took off up the stairs quickly while she went to pacify the younger ones who were a little antsy from having their freedoms once again curtailed. I didn’t see Cade in our bedroom and then went to go look for him in the attic when he nearly scared me into a scream reaching out of my old bedroom and pulling me in.
“I’ve corrupted you,” he said, wheezing.
“It isn’t corruption if we’re married,” I said without thinking.
Cade flops down in the rocker that sat in the corner and his wheezing gets worse. It was then I realized he was laughing, or as close to it as he could come.
“Cade?”
“I’d give a lot to have seen the look on Rebecca’s face just now.”
“Oh. Well. When she first helped you get home, she kept talking about reading between the lines and using some sense. She gave me enough that I just figured, added to what she’s said in the past, that she might be followed and watched … and listened to … due to recent events. She didn’t look under duress, but she’s a careful person and not prone to emoting like some people are. So, just in case, I did what I could to help. The fact that she didn’t stop me tells me that I might be at least a little correct.”
He pulled the puff stool over and asked me to sit. I wanted to hear his thoughts so did.
“You’re probably more right than not. I would have seen it earlier if I hadn’t been having a pity party. Sorry about that,” he added with a caress on my shoulder. “Looking back on some of the things she said … yeah, she’s being watched. And I spotted what I think was a drone from the sunroom but I’m not sure who it belongs to. Though I’m not sure it matters. We all need to be careful about what we say at all times. I’ll talk to the boys about it tonight. You talk to Eden. We’ll do what we can to protect the younger ones.”
“I’ll just frame it that family business is just that and no one else’s business … including people that might be getting nosey. If something isn’t said, then it doesn’t have to be taken back or denied.”
He sighed and I could hear he was getting tired again. Eden and I have talked at length about why it is taking Cade so long to get his health back and we both think that if we had access to more modern medicine, and possibly blood transfusions and better nutritional supplements and things like that, he’d be much further along. But we don’t and he isn’t. I’m worried that he isn’t putting on enough weight and body fat, that could be a real problem when the cold really starts to settle in. Thankfully it isn’t as cold this time as it has been the last two years.
The work of November has slowed down, but only a bit; the relatively warmer weather has extended some of our foraging and harvests. The peanuts have done better than they ever have in the past, even with the deer getting into the outer row. Of course we took the venison as another type of harvest. They’re coming down out of the hills looking for stuff to fatten up on for the winter. I don’t blame them but I have a family to feed. We’ve shot them in the woods – with arrows, not guns – and then waited until nightfall to bring them in and take them to the barn for hanging before processing them. It is a bit gory but clean up is relatively easy with boiling water and scrub brush to put the water into the floor drain in that corner.
It isn’t just because of the drones and satellite watching that we’ve all but confirmed what is going on. I think the neighbors … not the Millhouse family but others up and down the county road … are getting nosey about what other people have. Rebecca also warned that townies and travelers could be going through the area. She didn’t confirm it straight out, but there’s one of those reading between the lines things she’s encouraged since the beginning. Lots of “could”, “maybe”, and “might” affixed to roundabout stories that she neither confirms nor denies tied up with old stories of the work, or people she and Cade used to know. I wondered at that part except if she is overheard she can probably say she is trying to get any information to tie things up with.
I’m a little surprised at the regular wildlife that is showing up in our area. I don’t remember all the turtles that we’ve been seeing the last few months. Each type seem to stake out their own preferred bit of waterway; river, pond, spring, sluggish creek, you name it. Yellow-bellied Pond Sliders, River Coots, Spiny Softshells, Eastern Mud Turtles, Eastern Musk Turtles, Loggerhead Musk Turtles, and the kids have made a sort of pet out of a Box Turtle that Esther found eating her flowers when they were still blooming. We almost had turtle soup over that one until Elijah begged his twin to relent. We also what appears to be a growing population of Gopher Tortoises. I made the mistake of pulling down a vine for the thing so it could reach it and now when I go to that particular patch the silly thing comes running. I’m not saying the tortoise recognizes me or anything like a dog, but it is a bit on the friendly side and must consider me a eating tool or something. I know I shouldn’t get attached, but I suppose I have. I’ve even named it since I think it is male … Beauregard. Yes, I know. Ridiculous. But for some reason it looks like a Beauregard to me.
I’ve been digging sassafras roots again. It has been a while, I don’t think even Ethan remembers it, but our grandmothers used to make a homemade unfermented sarsaparilla drink
[1]. Not “beer” because it isn’t fermented but you can add soda water so you get the fizz. I have an old Soda Stream for carbonation, or I can use the seltzer siphon
[2], both of which I picked up at an estate sale with the gas chargers that came with both of them. I have lots of old-fashioned soda recipes
[3] that are over a hundred years old but not all of them are feasible. I’d love to find a way to make my own soda water without the “gas chargers” of the Soda Stream or seltzer syphon
[4]. One of the things I want to do over the winter is start going through all the really old recipe books and instruction manuals that Mom and my grandmothers collected. I also need to go through the really, really, really old recipe collections from before my grandmothers’ time. Winter will be about the only time I have for that sort of thing if this life continues the way it is going. Next year, whether it opens us up to unhealthy curiosity or not, I’m going to have to expand the garden a great deal or risk depleting everything in the pantry that we need for a cushion for just in case. Forage is a necessity, but it isn’t going to be enough to keep the family fed without risking starvation.
[1] Make This Homemade Sassafras Root Beer and Feel Like a Magician
[2] How to Make Soda Water (And Ways to Use it)
[3] Old Fashioned Soda Recipe - Make Authentic Soda Fountain Sodas
[4] How to make carbonated water without a machine? - Chef's Resource