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Veteran Member
Chapter Forty-One
Ben had stopped by to borrow the tractor when Bud received two trailer trucks of supplies for the new warehouse. (Bud had taken to calling the old one the “Barn” to differentiate the two buildings.) The first trailer carried steam-table military rations in tough cardboard cases on pallets—not the flimsy corrugated kind, but the sort so sturdy it was hard to break even with a pickaxe. Bud operated the telehandler while Ben worked the forklift inside the warehouse. The second trailer held bulk grain in food-safe pails, along with a variety of odds and ends from Emergency Essentials.
Afterward, Bud helped Ben hitch the land plane to the tractor. Ben planned to drag the improved trail that ran along the waterfront between Pete’s place and Bud’s. Regan had fallen twice on her bike there the week before.
“Why not just get her a four-by-four?” Bud asked.
It wasn’t two weeks later that Pete bought a Can-Am four-by-four with an enclosed cab. He used it mostly around his property, but Regan borrowed it whenever she could—usually to come up for impromptu cooking lessons from Bud or Patty.
Bud went ahead and hired a family-owned excavation and grading company to improve the trail properly: laying limestone aggregate and compacting crushed marl on top to create a solid secondary road. Pete was hiring the same outfit to do his marina parking lot later.
The yacht basin excavation was complete, and Pete said the channel would be finished in another week. The excess soil and tons of riprap had been used to build jetties along the channel sides to prevent quick silting. Soon the contractors would arrive to erect the warehouse, and more clearing would begin on the store site and parking areas. Pete’s general contractor showed up every morning at 06:00 and worked well past dark. Diana was getting in on the action too—handling landscaping. Her designer was collaborating with the architect on plant-bed placement. What Bud and Patty didn’t yet know was that the store would also sell seasonal flowering plants and shrubs for tourists to take home.
Charisse and Patty decided they needed to scout the tourist shops in Nags Head and on Roanoke Island to see how they were laid out—typical setups with locally owned boutiques, coastal gifts, T-shirts, beachwear, surf shops, and gaudy novelties mixed with a few antique stores. Of course, their men had to come along to find and secure parking. It was only a 45-mile drive, so they planned to leave early one morning and return that evening. Patty chose a Thursday, figuring the weekenders would start arriving Friday and turn the roads into a nightmare.
Wednesday afternoon, Bud fueled the truck, checked the tires and fluids, and prepared for the trip. He and Patty had BLTs and soup for supper, then settled in the great room to watch the evening news.
During a commercial break, Bud took his drink out to the deck. The evening wasn’t as cool as recent ones had been. The sun glinted off the breeze-driven, soft rolls on the sound. He did a slow 180-degree scan, then turned and scanned the other way. Patty paused at the screen door to watch him, then stepped out.
“What are you doing?”
“Thinking. You know, I’ve dreamed of a place like this for a long time without even realizing it.”
“So what was one of the things that finally made you chase the dream?” Patty asked.
“You already know a few, but I think it came down to changes. I hate changes. Back when I was ‘busy,’ changes could mean danger. In that closed world, I adapted to get the job done and moved on. But in downtime, I noticed the bigger changes outside it. People I grew up watching on TV and in country videos were aging, which made me feel older. The rest of the world was dying slowly, and I’d been blind to it. Then colleagues started dying from stress-related issues or old injuries. In my last assignment, posing as a money-market manager, I dealt with a whole new class of people—hard workers who partied harder. They’d run you over for a moment’s pleasure.
“One day, resting after a run in Liberty State Park, I decided to build my own world outside the man-made mess I was drowning in. I had everything a young executive could want, and it still wasn’t enough—or maybe it was too much. I sold the art collection, ditched the suits, sold the condo, and planned my escape.”
“Are you happy now?” Patty asked.
“Happy as when I was a boy catching frogs in the creek. Deliriously so since I met and married you. I’m building my own world, knowing I’ll die someday—and my friends and loved ones will too—but on my terms, not those of people who suck the life out of you. I’ll live every day as it comes and thank God I have you to share them with.”
“You’re going to make me cry!”
“Then I hope they’re happy tears. I try not to make you sad.”
“With you, all my tears are happy ones—except when you get shot.”
“Well, that’s one of those potholes in life.”
Ben and Charisse arrived early the next morning for breakfast. Bud loaded everyone up with pancakes, sausage, and eggs. He warned them about too much coffee: restroom facilities were scarce between here and the Outer Banks, and many shop owners didn’t let customers use theirs. Charisse pulled a notepad from her purse and jotted a note.
They hit the road by 08:00 and reached Manteo by 09:00, delayed a bit by a huge boat being towed to the coast—probably some dentist from Raleigh.
Parking wasn’t bad, and for a while Ben and Bud stuck with the women as they browsed tourist traps full of T-shirts, beachwear, and novelties, plus a couple of antique shops. After what felt like 50 miles of walking, they drove to Nags Head and ate lunch at the Blue Moon Beach Grill before hitting more shops.
On the drive home, Patty sat in the back while Ben rode shotgun. The women whispered constantly, Charisse scribbling in her notepad. Bud figured they were compiling ideas from the trip.
Pete had a well drilled and consulted Bud on removing the rotten-egg/swamp-mud smell from the water. They settled on a reverse-osmosis system with carbon and remineralization filters for near-springwater taste, plus a 1000-gallon holding tank. The women decided a picnic area fit perfectly, so the architect added a large gazebo with tables. Bud and Pete harvested some pines, debarked them for rustic picnic tables, and set them aside to season. Pete stayed busy overseeing slip construction, docks, the ship store, and fuel dock at the marina. He knew exactly what to stock and where to source it.
To no one’s surprise, Joe and Diana were seeing each other seriously. Patty came back from the nursery one day and mentioned Diana was anxiously waiting for Joe to propose. That nudged Bud to revive a dormant plan. He checked the house on the new property he’d bought, noting needed improvements. A couple days later, he took Patty to inspect the off-grid solar system. It seemed undersized to him. Patty explained it was grid-tie: smaller because it usually drew from rural power and only switched to batteries during outages, with an auto-transfer switch for the backup generator. Bud said he wanted fully off-grid, like theirs. Patty called her brother Dan, and they started planning the upgrade—keeping the transfer switch for generator hookup if the batteries ran low.
The next time Joe came over, Bud asked about his plans with Diana. Joe looked sheepish, then admitted he was giving in to his feelings and looking for a place nearby.
“I was headed to Tennessee to set up, but I don’t want to drag Diana away from her family.”
“So have you popped the question yet?”
“Not yet. Waiting for the right segue.”
“What? You don’t need a segue—come on, I want to show you something.”
They went outside, and Bud motioned Joe into the Haflinger. He drove to the new property, showing Joe the six-acre corner with the house and outbuildings, and offered to lease it to him and Diana.
“It has appliances but no furniture. Maybe get Diana over on the pretense of picking some out, then ask her to make it permanent. And look—here in the side yard next to the field—you could build a hangar and keep your helicopter out of the weather.”
“Can I look inside?” Joe asked.
Bud unlocked the kitchen door. Their footsteps echoed through the empty rooms.
“It’s got enough bedrooms,” Joe observed.
“How many do you need?” Bud asked.
Joe grinned. “Just one.”
“I’m upgrading the off-grid power system too, with a backup generator.”
“Good. The way they can pull sound through electrical circuits these days makes me want to stay off-grid. Not that I have anything left to leak.”
Patty sat on the edge of the bathtub, the small white stick balanced on her knee like something fragile and priceless. The bathroom light was too bright, the tile too cold, but none of that mattered anymore.
Two pink lines.
She blinked once, twice, waiting for them to vanish like an optical illusion. They didn’t. They stayed—clear, certain, almost defiant.
A small, startled laugh escaped her, the kind that comes right before tears. Her hand flew to her mouth as if to catch the sound and hold the secret a little longer. But the joy spilled out anyway, warm and unstoppable, filling every quiet corner of her.
Positive.
The word felt too small. It carried morning sickness she hadn’t yet felt, tiny socks she hadn’t bought, a name she hadn’t whispered aloud. It was the sudden awareness of a second heartbeat beneath her own—faint, secret, already loved.
She pressed her palm to her lower belly, not feeling anything yet, but saying hello in the only way she could.
“Hello, you. I’ve been waiting for you.”
There was fear, sharp little darts about bringing a child into this crazy world, about sleep, about being mother enough. But this morning hope roared louder. It painted futures in soft watercolor: a crib in a spare bedroom, the smell of baby shampoo, a small warm body against her chest at 3 a.m.
In the mirror she saw someone new—eyes shining, cheeks flushed, smile trembling with the size of the secret she now kept for two.
She whispered to the empty room, to the two pink lines, to the impossible little life already changing everything: “We’re going to be okay.”
Thinking of the man she had married, she knew it with her whole heart.
Ben had stopped by to borrow the tractor when Bud received two trailer trucks of supplies for the new warehouse. (Bud had taken to calling the old one the “Barn” to differentiate the two buildings.) The first trailer carried steam-table military rations in tough cardboard cases on pallets—not the flimsy corrugated kind, but the sort so sturdy it was hard to break even with a pickaxe. Bud operated the telehandler while Ben worked the forklift inside the warehouse. The second trailer held bulk grain in food-safe pails, along with a variety of odds and ends from Emergency Essentials.
Afterward, Bud helped Ben hitch the land plane to the tractor. Ben planned to drag the improved trail that ran along the waterfront between Pete’s place and Bud’s. Regan had fallen twice on her bike there the week before.
“Why not just get her a four-by-four?” Bud asked.
It wasn’t two weeks later that Pete bought a Can-Am four-by-four with an enclosed cab. He used it mostly around his property, but Regan borrowed it whenever she could—usually to come up for impromptu cooking lessons from Bud or Patty.
Bud went ahead and hired a family-owned excavation and grading company to improve the trail properly: laying limestone aggregate and compacting crushed marl on top to create a solid secondary road. Pete was hiring the same outfit to do his marina parking lot later.
The yacht basin excavation was complete, and Pete said the channel would be finished in another week. The excess soil and tons of riprap had been used to build jetties along the channel sides to prevent quick silting. Soon the contractors would arrive to erect the warehouse, and more clearing would begin on the store site and parking areas. Pete’s general contractor showed up every morning at 06:00 and worked well past dark. Diana was getting in on the action too—handling landscaping. Her designer was collaborating with the architect on plant-bed placement. What Bud and Patty didn’t yet know was that the store would also sell seasonal flowering plants and shrubs for tourists to take home.
Charisse and Patty decided they needed to scout the tourist shops in Nags Head and on Roanoke Island to see how they were laid out—typical setups with locally owned boutiques, coastal gifts, T-shirts, beachwear, surf shops, and gaudy novelties mixed with a few antique stores. Of course, their men had to come along to find and secure parking. It was only a 45-mile drive, so they planned to leave early one morning and return that evening. Patty chose a Thursday, figuring the weekenders would start arriving Friday and turn the roads into a nightmare.
Wednesday afternoon, Bud fueled the truck, checked the tires and fluids, and prepared for the trip. He and Patty had BLTs and soup for supper, then settled in the great room to watch the evening news.
During a commercial break, Bud took his drink out to the deck. The evening wasn’t as cool as recent ones had been. The sun glinted off the breeze-driven, soft rolls on the sound. He did a slow 180-degree scan, then turned and scanned the other way. Patty paused at the screen door to watch him, then stepped out.
“What are you doing?”
“Thinking. You know, I’ve dreamed of a place like this for a long time without even realizing it.”
“So what was one of the things that finally made you chase the dream?” Patty asked.
“You already know a few, but I think it came down to changes. I hate changes. Back when I was ‘busy,’ changes could mean danger. In that closed world, I adapted to get the job done and moved on. But in downtime, I noticed the bigger changes outside it. People I grew up watching on TV and in country videos were aging, which made me feel older. The rest of the world was dying slowly, and I’d been blind to it. Then colleagues started dying from stress-related issues or old injuries. In my last assignment, posing as a money-market manager, I dealt with a whole new class of people—hard workers who partied harder. They’d run you over for a moment’s pleasure.
“One day, resting after a run in Liberty State Park, I decided to build my own world outside the man-made mess I was drowning in. I had everything a young executive could want, and it still wasn’t enough—or maybe it was too much. I sold the art collection, ditched the suits, sold the condo, and planned my escape.”
“Are you happy now?” Patty asked.
“Happy as when I was a boy catching frogs in the creek. Deliriously so since I met and married you. I’m building my own world, knowing I’ll die someday—and my friends and loved ones will too—but on my terms, not those of people who suck the life out of you. I’ll live every day as it comes and thank God I have you to share them with.”
“You’re going to make me cry!”
“Then I hope they’re happy tears. I try not to make you sad.”
“With you, all my tears are happy ones—except when you get shot.”
“Well, that’s one of those potholes in life.”
Ben and Charisse arrived early the next morning for breakfast. Bud loaded everyone up with pancakes, sausage, and eggs. He warned them about too much coffee: restroom facilities were scarce between here and the Outer Banks, and many shop owners didn’t let customers use theirs. Charisse pulled a notepad from her purse and jotted a note.
They hit the road by 08:00 and reached Manteo by 09:00, delayed a bit by a huge boat being towed to the coast—probably some dentist from Raleigh.
Parking wasn’t bad, and for a while Ben and Bud stuck with the women as they browsed tourist traps full of T-shirts, beachwear, and novelties, plus a couple of antique shops. After what felt like 50 miles of walking, they drove to Nags Head and ate lunch at the Blue Moon Beach Grill before hitting more shops.
On the drive home, Patty sat in the back while Ben rode shotgun. The women whispered constantly, Charisse scribbling in her notepad. Bud figured they were compiling ideas from the trip.
Pete had a well drilled and consulted Bud on removing the rotten-egg/swamp-mud smell from the water. They settled on a reverse-osmosis system with carbon and remineralization filters for near-springwater taste, plus a 1000-gallon holding tank. The women decided a picnic area fit perfectly, so the architect added a large gazebo with tables. Bud and Pete harvested some pines, debarked them for rustic picnic tables, and set them aside to season. Pete stayed busy overseeing slip construction, docks, the ship store, and fuel dock at the marina. He knew exactly what to stock and where to source it.
To no one’s surprise, Joe and Diana were seeing each other seriously. Patty came back from the nursery one day and mentioned Diana was anxiously waiting for Joe to propose. That nudged Bud to revive a dormant plan. He checked the house on the new property he’d bought, noting needed improvements. A couple days later, he took Patty to inspect the off-grid solar system. It seemed undersized to him. Patty explained it was grid-tie: smaller because it usually drew from rural power and only switched to batteries during outages, with an auto-transfer switch for the backup generator. Bud said he wanted fully off-grid, like theirs. Patty called her brother Dan, and they started planning the upgrade—keeping the transfer switch for generator hookup if the batteries ran low.
The next time Joe came over, Bud asked about his plans with Diana. Joe looked sheepish, then admitted he was giving in to his feelings and looking for a place nearby.
“I was headed to Tennessee to set up, but I don’t want to drag Diana away from her family.”
“So have you popped the question yet?”
“Not yet. Waiting for the right segue.”
“What? You don’t need a segue—come on, I want to show you something.”
They went outside, and Bud motioned Joe into the Haflinger. He drove to the new property, showing Joe the six-acre corner with the house and outbuildings, and offered to lease it to him and Diana.
“It has appliances but no furniture. Maybe get Diana over on the pretense of picking some out, then ask her to make it permanent. And look—here in the side yard next to the field—you could build a hangar and keep your helicopter out of the weather.”
“Can I look inside?” Joe asked.
Bud unlocked the kitchen door. Their footsteps echoed through the empty rooms.
“It’s got enough bedrooms,” Joe observed.
“How many do you need?” Bud asked.
Joe grinned. “Just one.”
“I’m upgrading the off-grid power system too, with a backup generator.”
“Good. The way they can pull sound through electrical circuits these days makes me want to stay off-grid. Not that I have anything left to leak.”
Patty sat on the edge of the bathtub, the small white stick balanced on her knee like something fragile and priceless. The bathroom light was too bright, the tile too cold, but none of that mattered anymore.
Two pink lines.
She blinked once, twice, waiting for them to vanish like an optical illusion. They didn’t. They stayed—clear, certain, almost defiant.
A small, startled laugh escaped her, the kind that comes right before tears. Her hand flew to her mouth as if to catch the sound and hold the secret a little longer. But the joy spilled out anyway, warm and unstoppable, filling every quiet corner of her.
Positive.
The word felt too small. It carried morning sickness she hadn’t yet felt, tiny socks she hadn’t bought, a name she hadn’t whispered aloud. It was the sudden awareness of a second heartbeat beneath her own—faint, secret, already loved.
She pressed her palm to her lower belly, not feeling anything yet, but saying hello in the only way she could.
“Hello, you. I’ve been waiting for you.”
There was fear, sharp little darts about bringing a child into this crazy world, about sleep, about being mother enough. But this morning hope roared louder. It painted futures in soft watercolor: a crib in a spare bedroom, the smell of baby shampoo, a small warm body against her chest at 3 a.m.
In the mirror she saw someone new—eyes shining, cheeks flushed, smile trembling with the size of the secret she now kept for two.
She whispered to the empty room, to the two pink lines, to the impossible little life already changing everything: “We’re going to be okay.”
Thinking of the man she had married, she knew it with her whole heart.
, that fills things in.