Chapter Nineteen
Craig helped carry the heavy steel gate over to the waiting posts, the metal cool and solid in his grip. He stepped back as Dot, Bill, and Jay maneuvered it into place, aligning the hinges before securing the chain with a satisfying clank. Leaning against the tailgate of the farm pickup, Craig let out a long sigh, the kind that came from deep in the chest after a solid morning’s work. They were upgrading the stock gates across the pastures, swapping out the old, sagging ones for sturdy new panels that could handle the growing herd. It wasn’t urgent—they could have stretched the job over weeks—but the bunkhouse crew had decided to knock it out. No lollygagging. Get it done right.
For the first time in years, Craig felt a rare sense of freedom settling over him. The weight of his discharge papers, the divorce, and the endless betrayals that had defined his life had nearly crushed him. From his early teens, deceit had shadowed him: friends who’d nearly landed him in prison, an Army recruiter who promised Forest Ranger duty but funneled him into the 1st Ranger Battalion at Fort Benning—now called something else entirely. Then came the woman whose wedding vows meant nothing. Craig had been shot, stabbed, and half-blown up in combat, but the hollow ache left by his ex-wife cut deeper than any battlefield wound. He’d tried filling it with everything he could think of as his body healed. Nothing worked until he arrived here, surrounded by men and women who understood similar scars. Don hadn’t seen combat, but his cheating ex had earned him a Purple Heart in Craig’s book. The bunkhouse held plenty of battle-worn bodies, mentally and physically scarred, yet they lifted each other up.
Don had stripped off his shirt earlier, working in just a tank top as he pulled weeds in the garden. Sophia had warned him about the sun, and sure enough, she’d come out with a bottle of sunblock, lathering his shoulders and back with firm, affectionate strokes. The day was warm, but a gentle breeze blowing across the riverside land kept the heat from turning oppressive. Bees buzzed busily between the rows. Sophia had placed a beehive strategically between the Damson plum trees and the main garden beds. Their steady activity made Don think of honey, and honey made him think of mead.
When they robbed the hives later, he planned to set aside enough honey to make twenty or thirty gallons of mead. He’d already ordered the carboys, fine champagne yeast, thermometers, hydrometer, stirrers, siphons, airlocks, bottles, caps, cappers, and a well-worn copy of Lars Nilsen’s mead recipe. The cool, constant temperature in the basement of the detached kitchen made it the perfect brewing headquarters. The must could ferment to 8–20% ABV, yielding a potent yet satisfying drink that would age beautifully in the cellar.
Don and Sophia had enjoyed the hard cider at the recent wedding reception so much that they’d taken a Saturday morning drive to Black River Cider in St. Louis. They returned with several cases. Don discovered that four minutes in the blast chiller brought the cans out icy cold—cold enough to risk frostbite on bare fingers. A collection of advertising koozies and a sturdy rattan hand basket now lived near the chiller for easy transport. After picking up the cider, they’d shared a lunch at the taphouse: cider-brined wings and garlic Parmesan fries, the flavors lingering as a happy memory.
Dot spotted Craig perched on the top rail of the new farm gate, staring toward the river. “What are you doing up there?”
“Thinking,” he replied, without turning.
“Good thinking or the dangerous kind of overthinking?”
Craig spat out the straw he’d been chewing and grinned. “Little of both, I guess.”
Dot leaned on the gate beside him. “‘Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things.’ A little tidbit from a philosophy class I took once. Helps cultivate peace.” She grinned.
“A Marine quoting philosophy? Sounds like a fairy tale,” Craig teased.
“Get down from there before I whip your ass. Come take a walk with me.” Her tone left no room for argument.
As they strolled among the walnut trees, Craig couldn’t resist. “Don, I found just the truck you need!” he called out.
“Say what?” Don straightened from checking an irrigation connection.
“I found a vintage Dodge Power Wagon you wouldn’t believe.”
“Well, let’s go take a look.”
The lights flickered on inside the dim barn, revealing a beast straight out of postwar legend. There sat the classic Dodge Power Wagon under harsh fluorescents. Olive-drab paint gleamed with a fresh coat, catching every reflection. Oversized 37-inch mud-terrain tires gave it an aggressive stance, ready to conquer anything. Custom touches abounded: lifted suspension, reinforced rock sliders, a heavy-duty winch upfront, and subtle modern upgrades hidden beneath the vintage shell. It looked mean, capable, and unbreakable.
“What year is she?” Craig asked, voice echoing as he circled slowly, running a calloused hand along the fender, feeling the heft of hand-fitted metal.
“1946,” Vander replied, leaning against a cluttered workbench. “They call her ‘Francis.’ Short for ‘Frankenstein.’ No kill title ever—every part vintage, inspected and hand-installed. No shortcuts.”
“Who built it?” Craig pressed, grey eyes narrowing with that familiar mix of skepticism and awe honed from years in the trades.
Vander chuckled, a low rumble. “Government shadow sites—bunkers scattered across the desert Southwest for continuity of government. Caretaker crews maintained vehicles in case the elite needed to bug out. One near Tonopah had a full motor pool. Mechanics had downtime, so they restored this original Power Wagon pulled from a junkyard—used in ’50s nuclear tests but never irradiated. X-rayed the frame, reinforced with high-tensile steel, extended the cab seamlessly, swapped the gas engine for a turbocharged 5.4-liter inline-six diesel making 100 horsepower. Modern wiring, brakes, drivetrain, custom leather seats, hidden gun vault, climate-controlled. Everything better than new.”
Craig whistled. In their world of ice storms, New Madrid quakes, and worse, this was a prepper’s rolling fortress.
“How’d you get it?” Don asked from the shadows.
“Site decommissioned after a reporter exposé. Mechanic snuck it out, babied it for years. Needed cash for medical bills. I drove a hard bargain.”
“Does it run?” Craig asked, almost hesitant.
Vander climbed in. The diesel rumbled to life—deep and throaty, then a powerful purr. Turbo whistle faint under throttle. Craig grinned wide.
“Sixty thousand,” Vander said.
“Don, we should—” Craig started.
“We’ll take it!” Don interrupted.
Craig’s head snapped around. “Don... what?”
“Merry Christmas,” Don said, clapping his shoulder.
“I can’t accept this,” Craig protested, voice thick. The truck meant freedom, resilience—that truck could take him through most of anything that life and nature threw at him.
Don’s eyes were steady. “It’s one of my real pleasures—making dreams come true. Now hush while I handle the paperwork.”
Twenty minutes later—bill of sale, title transfer, quick inspection—Don wrote the check. Vander tossed Craig the keys. “Treat her right.”
Craig slid behind the wheel. The seat fit his 6’2” frame perfectly. Custom dash blended analog gauges with discreet digital readouts—GPS, fuel management, ham radio hookup. He fired it up, the rumble thrilling him. Don climbed into the passenger side and they drove to where Don’s truck was parked..
They pulled out into the late summer air. The roads weren’t improved, but Francis gripped the gravel confidently. The cab was quiet, torque effortless.
They stopped at a pull-off overlooking the Mississippi. Craig killed the engine. “Francis suits her. Patched together but stronger. Like us.”
“You sneaky bastard,” Craig muttered after Don got out of his truck. “How long you been planning this?”
“Ever since I saw your face when the lights came on. I owe you—and the whole crew. One by one.”
Don passed a flask of good Kentucky bourbon. “To new wheels and old friends. Dot’ll love Sunday rides in this. Probably detail it with you.” Don had been watching the interaction.
Craig sipped, warmth spreading. “Merry Christmas, man. She’ll flip.”
“Keep it quiet about the gift thing for now,” Don said. “I don’t want to ruin surprises for the others later.”
They talked as the sun dipped, painting the horizon gold and pink. Don shared winterizing plans: heating plans for the greenhouses, stockpiling firewood, checking the artesian well pumps.
Back at the farm as twilight fell, the place buzzed with life. Sophia waved from the porch, loose strands from her bun fluttering in the breeze. Bill and Jay tinkered with the farm’s Ram 1500 under a work light, Dot holding it steady. Heads turned as Francis rumbled up, eyes widening at the big green monster.
“Couldn’t resist,” Craig said, stepping out.
Dot grinned. “A man needs a man’s truck.”
That night, after a feast of smoked ham, garden-canned green beans, and Freja’s tekakor Swedish cardamom bread, they gathered around the fire pit. Craig insisted on giving everyone spins in Francis, headlights cutting the dark. Laughter rang out over beer and cider.
The next late-summer morning dawned clear and warm. Craig stood beside Francis, hand on the fender. The hidden gun vault held his cleaned Glock and Daniel Defense M-4 clone with ample ammo. She wasn’t just transport—she was security, mobility, history repurposed for the future.
Dot joined him, coffee in hand. “Worth every penny?”
“More,” Craig said steadily. “Gives me freedom. Bug-out ready if the quakes hit hard.”
“You’re not leaving without me!”
Craig looked down at her. “Never.”

Craig slipped his arm around Dot. In the distance, yearlings called to each other across the pastures.