Written on two cross-Atlantic flights. Needs a LOT of editing. I'll try and post a chapter a day while I try and finish up some other stories.
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I sat there looking at the man on the other side of the large, expensive desk before shaking my head at what he’d just said to me. “No, I’m not looking for you to get involved, Seth. Nor play mediator, pick a side, or anything else you might be thinking. I’m returning the jewelry to you and I’m just asking for your insight and that’s all.” He just looked at me, those piercing eyes that always seemed to control any situation he was in. Given the look on his face, I felt compelled to add, “Sure, it must be obvious that I’m tired and frazzled. I even admit to getting desperate but that’s not your problem. And frankly it isn’t your responsibility or even your business so please put that out of your mind.”
“That’s not what Thomas seems to think,” he said in that voice he reserves for contentious board room meetings.
I was tired. Bone deep tired. “Then you know more than I do. I haven’t spoken to Tom …”
“Thomas,” he said cuttingly.
I sighed, though I tried not to do it audibly. Seth was not a person I wanted to antagonize. “Thomas. I haven’t directly spoken to the man I’m still married to in six months. Surprisingly still married to, I might add. Which is the point of my visit. That jewelry was never mine personally. It belongs to the Beaumont Family Foundation. It was … on loan or whatever you want to call it … and I no longer want the responsibility of it. Nor do I want any potential problems having it in my possession can cause. Each piece has been inventoried and authenticated by the bank where they were held in trust in my personal security deposit box. I’m also returning the wedding ring despite that being something Tom … Thomas … and I bought together.”
I’ll give him his due, he didn’t just dismiss the fact I was returning the jewelry by tossing it aside. He signed the form that I had created as proof that I was returning them to the family. When he handed it to me from across his desk he raised his eyebrow, silently asking if there was something else.
I nodded. “What I also came to do, Seth, is find out why Thomas has started fighting the divorce when he is the one that initiated and filed for it and insisted on an immediate conclusion. The twins are six months old, and he’s never even laid eyes on them and that’s the way he has wanted it even though family court has tried to set up mediation multiple times. I’m done with the family’s excuses that he is ‘distracted’ because Rachel is overdue, and rumor has it she’s refusing to give birth until they are married. That doesn’t even make sense.” More than a little incredulous under the circumstances in sotto voice added, “Like she can really pull that off.” I snorted irritably while fighting the desire to add a nuclear eyeroll.
Because, oh boy, did it make no sense. Nothing has made sense in almost nine months, certainly in the last six months. But I’m well beyond ready to end this part of the fiasco so I can try and make a life for myself and the twins whether people want me to or not.
Seth opened a thin file folder on his desk. “Thomas says you’re the one that prevented visitation, and that you are the hold up.”
I snorted. “Definitely not. Have they even given you access to the original legal filings, or just tried to fob you off with copies. I’ve signed all the paperwork, forms, paid the legal fees, submitted what he required to have his name removed as the twins’ father …”
Seth snapped, “Enough with the lies Mattice. He says you were the one demanding he relinquish his parental rights in retaliation for the affair.”
Two could play that game. “It’s Mattie … and nope, that’s just more of the spin doctors his father has hired manipulating the story. It doesn’t make any more sense than Rachel’s story of refusing to give birth without a ring on her finger,” I said, then took a breath trying to remain calm and not let my anger get the better of me. The twins had crashed and burned in their stroller, and I didn’t want them waking up in the middle of me having a meltdown. “Since you obviously don’t believe me,” I added deciphering the look on his face, “I have copies of the correspondence with the lawyers … all three of them he hired with your uncle’s help. One of them hired specifically to deal with the entire parental rights and responsibilities thing, as in he didn’t want any.”
“I have here …”
I interrupted him, a dangerous action even at the best of times which this wasn’t. “I don’t care what you ‘have here’. I have original documentation with raised seals, notarized by witnesses in front of the family court judge, with audio and video, and all the rest. All the way from me being handed the divorce papers at the family’s 4th of July cookout, finding out at the same time my husband was having an affair with someone ‘more suited to the family name’, and that Rachel was pregnant, continuing forward to finding out that holding her hand during their first sonogram was why he was missing in action when I went into pre-term labor with the twins due to the stress two days later, and on and on through this entire fiasco. I also have all the medical yada yada proving he is their father … at least biologically … so those lies can be put to rest as well.”
I huffed another tired sigh. “Look Seth, if you don’t know what the holdup is then thanks for seeing me on such short notice. You didn’t have to and I’m sorry I bothered you; I know you are busy.” Knowing I’d get no other chance I added, “But if you do know, and it happens to be that he and Rachel now realize that the house and land I inherited from my mother were never community property because it was in an irrevocable trust set up years before our marriage, and they plan to somehow try to force me to sell just for the heck of it or to cause me pain?” Then I let him see just how angry I was. “Well tell your cousin and his pregnant whore that they are SOL. The judge has already told him that he’s not touching it, attaching it, putting a lien on it, nor anything else. And if you need to see Judge Markum’s words on that subject, I can provide a copy of the filed brief, all the different friend of the court docs that have been submitted to support my case, and an entire box full of other evidence. Your family burnt a lot of bridges with this one Seth. Maybe not every bridge, maybe not even a lot of important ones, but they burnt more than a few and wasted their influence trying to call in favors that haven’t panned out. What’s more? I’m. Done. This entire situation needs to be brought to a conclusion; for everyone’s sake.”
Next thing he said after apparently ignoring my previous soliloquy was, “You’re asking for a hell of a lot of alimony Mattice.”
Tired of fighting the same old lies I responded. “It’s Mattie,” I repeated with emphasis. “And no, I’m not. I’m not asking for anything except he sign those blasted papers so we can finish this. Unless he is trying to break me by lawfaring me to death. Well, that isn’t happening because the Judge finally told his lawyers this morning after the last mediation there is going to be, that if he doesn’t sign within the week, he’ll grant me a Default Divorce that is legally binding anyway. And he’ll put my legal fees on Thomas’ side of the ledger. As for how and why I can prove I’m not asking for alimony, there’s a pre-nup. In fact, I can provide an original copy of the pre-nup your uncle made me sign before he would let me walk down the aisle the day of the wedding that clearly states that I acknowledged that in the event of a divorce, I get no alimony … nothing, nada, nil, bupkis, zilch, zippo, so on and so forth. Or didn’t you ever wonder what the drama was at the back of the church and why he got seated late?”
Seth gave me a cold stare and right when he opened his mouth on one of his trademark zingers, I added, “I have proof. Depositions. Copies of what the videographer was recording just in case I refused to sign so they’d be able to use it against me and get the marriage annulled. Original paperwork that was date and time stamped by the witnesses and notary standing by oh so conveniently no matter how he tried to play it off at the time. I have all the originals despite also having correspondence proving your uncle tried to have it all destroyed to cover up his tactics.” I sighed in irritation again, this time at myself. “Good Lord, I was such an idiot and should have run before I even got an engagement ring on my finger. I was warned I don’t know how many times by a lot of people that your family is crazy, I just thought I knew what crazy meant and love could conquer all. Bleck. Maybe you people don’t start off that way – most of the kids still seem okay until they come home from college and start in the family business – but it doesn’t take long or much to send you that way once you become so-called adults.” I shook my head with the cynicism I’d been forced to develop. “What a fool I was back then. But … I’m not that naive girl anymore Seth. Your cousin and your family have managed to destroy every bit of innocence I could once lay claim to. They tried to turn me into a rag doll, to be tossed out at their whim. At the very least Thomas should have known me better than that. The only thing I don’t and never will regret are the twins. And if any of you think for one second that I’ll not do anything and everything in my power to protect them … you are oh so terribly mistaken.”
Seth was furious. He was not the kind of man that tolerated disrespect or anything he considered subterfuge. It’s why even his own family ran scared of him. But he no longer scared me. I’d faced down way too much treachery, most of it by his family, to be scared of him the way I had been at one time; until I had realized he wasn’t just another typical Beaumont male. Him, I could handle. He might be ruthless with a nasty, nearly reptilian cold anger … but Lord help me (or maybe him) he was also terribly honest. It is why I had come to ask him if he knew what was driving Tom’s … sorry, Thomas’ … change.
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Part 1A
I sat there looking at the man on the other side of the large, expensive desk before shaking my head at what he’d just said to me. “No, I’m not looking for you to get involved, Seth. Nor play mediator, pick a side, or anything else you might be thinking. I’m returning the jewelry to you and I’m just asking for your insight and that’s all.” He just looked at me, those piercing eyes that always seemed to control any situation he was in. Given the look on his face, I felt compelled to add, “Sure, it must be obvious that I’m tired and frazzled. I even admit to getting desperate but that’s not your problem. And frankly it isn’t your responsibility or even your business so please put that out of your mind.”
“That’s not what Thomas seems to think,” he said in that voice he reserves for contentious board room meetings.
I was tired. Bone deep tired. “Then you know more than I do. I haven’t spoken to Tom …”
“Thomas,” he said cuttingly.
I sighed, though I tried not to do it audibly. Seth was not a person I wanted to antagonize. “Thomas. I haven’t directly spoken to the man I’m still married to in six months. Surprisingly still married to, I might add. Which is the point of my visit. That jewelry was never mine personally. It belongs to the Beaumont Family Foundation. It was … on loan or whatever you want to call it … and I no longer want the responsibility of it. Nor do I want any potential problems having it in my possession can cause. Each piece has been inventoried and authenticated by the bank where they were held in trust in my personal security deposit box. I’m also returning the wedding ring despite that being something Tom … Thomas … and I bought together.”
I’ll give him his due, he didn’t just dismiss the fact I was returning the jewelry by tossing it aside. He signed the form that I had created as proof that I was returning them to the family. When he handed it to me from across his desk he raised his eyebrow, silently asking if there was something else.
I nodded. “What I also came to do, Seth, is find out why Thomas has started fighting the divorce when he is the one that initiated and filed for it and insisted on an immediate conclusion. The twins are six months old, and he’s never even laid eyes on them and that’s the way he has wanted it even though family court has tried to set up mediation multiple times. I’m done with the family’s excuses that he is ‘distracted’ because Rachel is overdue, and rumor has it she’s refusing to give birth until they are married. That doesn’t even make sense.” More than a little incredulous under the circumstances in sotto voice added, “Like she can really pull that off.” I snorted irritably while fighting the desire to add a nuclear eyeroll.
Because, oh boy, did it make no sense. Nothing has made sense in almost nine months, certainly in the last six months. But I’m well beyond ready to end this part of the fiasco so I can try and make a life for myself and the twins whether people want me to or not.
Seth opened a thin file folder on his desk. “Thomas says you’re the one that prevented visitation, and that you are the hold up.”
I snorted. “Definitely not. Have they even given you access to the original legal filings, or just tried to fob you off with copies. I’ve signed all the paperwork, forms, paid the legal fees, submitted what he required to have his name removed as the twins’ father …”
Seth snapped, “Enough with the lies Mattice. He says you were the one demanding he relinquish his parental rights in retaliation for the affair.”
Two could play that game. “It’s Mattie … and nope, that’s just more of the spin doctors his father has hired manipulating the story. It doesn’t make any more sense than Rachel’s story of refusing to give birth without a ring on her finger,” I said, then took a breath trying to remain calm and not let my anger get the better of me. The twins had crashed and burned in their stroller, and I didn’t want them waking up in the middle of me having a meltdown. “Since you obviously don’t believe me,” I added deciphering the look on his face, “I have copies of the correspondence with the lawyers … all three of them he hired with your uncle’s help. One of them hired specifically to deal with the entire parental rights and responsibilities thing, as in he didn’t want any.”
“I have here …”
I interrupted him, a dangerous action even at the best of times which this wasn’t. “I don’t care what you ‘have here’. I have original documentation with raised seals, notarized by witnesses in front of the family court judge, with audio and video, and all the rest. All the way from me being handed the divorce papers at the family’s 4th of July cookout, finding out at the same time my husband was having an affair with someone ‘more suited to the family name’, and that Rachel was pregnant, continuing forward to finding out that holding her hand during their first sonogram was why he was missing in action when I went into pre-term labor with the twins due to the stress two days later, and on and on through this entire fiasco. I also have all the medical yada yada proving he is their father … at least biologically … so those lies can be put to rest as well.”
I huffed another tired sigh. “Look Seth, if you don’t know what the holdup is then thanks for seeing me on such short notice. You didn’t have to and I’m sorry I bothered you; I know you are busy.” Knowing I’d get no other chance I added, “But if you do know, and it happens to be that he and Rachel now realize that the house and land I inherited from my mother were never community property because it was in an irrevocable trust set up years before our marriage, and they plan to somehow try to force me to sell just for the heck of it or to cause me pain?” Then I let him see just how angry I was. “Well tell your cousin and his pregnant whore that they are SOL. The judge has already told him that he’s not touching it, attaching it, putting a lien on it, nor anything else. And if you need to see Judge Markum’s words on that subject, I can provide a copy of the filed brief, all the different friend of the court docs that have been submitted to support my case, and an entire box full of other evidence. Your family burnt a lot of bridges with this one Seth. Maybe not every bridge, maybe not even a lot of important ones, but they burnt more than a few and wasted their influence trying to call in favors that haven’t panned out. What’s more? I’m. Done. This entire situation needs to be brought to a conclusion; for everyone’s sake.”
Next thing he said after apparently ignoring my previous soliloquy was, “You’re asking for a hell of a lot of alimony Mattice.”
Tired of fighting the same old lies I responded. “It’s Mattie,” I repeated with emphasis. “And no, I’m not. I’m not asking for anything except he sign those blasted papers so we can finish this. Unless he is trying to break me by lawfaring me to death. Well, that isn’t happening because the Judge finally told his lawyers this morning after the last mediation there is going to be, that if he doesn’t sign within the week, he’ll grant me a Default Divorce that is legally binding anyway. And he’ll put my legal fees on Thomas’ side of the ledger. As for how and why I can prove I’m not asking for alimony, there’s a pre-nup. In fact, I can provide an original copy of the pre-nup your uncle made me sign before he would let me walk down the aisle the day of the wedding that clearly states that I acknowledged that in the event of a divorce, I get no alimony … nothing, nada, nil, bupkis, zilch, zippo, so on and so forth. Or didn’t you ever wonder what the drama was at the back of the church and why he got seated late?”
Seth gave me a cold stare and right when he opened his mouth on one of his trademark zingers, I added, “I have proof. Depositions. Copies of what the videographer was recording just in case I refused to sign so they’d be able to use it against me and get the marriage annulled. Original paperwork that was date and time stamped by the witnesses and notary standing by oh so conveniently no matter how he tried to play it off at the time. I have all the originals despite also having correspondence proving your uncle tried to have it all destroyed to cover up his tactics.” I sighed in irritation again, this time at myself. “Good Lord, I was such an idiot and should have run before I even got an engagement ring on my finger. I was warned I don’t know how many times by a lot of people that your family is crazy, I just thought I knew what crazy meant and love could conquer all. Bleck. Maybe you people don’t start off that way – most of the kids still seem okay until they come home from college and start in the family business – but it doesn’t take long or much to send you that way once you become so-called adults.” I shook my head with the cynicism I’d been forced to develop. “What a fool I was back then. But … I’m not that naive girl anymore Seth. Your cousin and your family have managed to destroy every bit of innocence I could once lay claim to. They tried to turn me into a rag doll, to be tossed out at their whim. At the very least Thomas should have known me better than that. The only thing I don’t and never will regret are the twins. And if any of you think for one second that I’ll not do anything and everything in my power to protect them … you are oh so terribly mistaken.”
Seth was furious. He was not the kind of man that tolerated disrespect or anything he considered subterfuge. It’s why even his own family ran scared of him. But he no longer scared me. I’d faced down way too much treachery, most of it by his family, to be scared of him the way I had been at one time; until I had realized he wasn’t just another typical Beaumont male. Him, I could handle. He might be ruthless with a nasty, nearly reptilian cold anger … but Lord help me (or maybe him) he was also terribly honest. It is why I had come to ask him if he knew what was driving Tom’s … sorry, Thomas’ … change.
I'm also REALLY happy that Kathy has been finding joy in writing again even if it took a while to be shared with us.