By way of clarification, anyone who thinks that the 12+ years I've run this place has been some kind of "personal reward" to me, is entirely delusional, and in need of serious medication. Between the regular requirements for new servers, dealing with the site host, raising funds to keep the lights on, and of course, the wonderful experience of the UB scum trying to destroy my life for nearly a decade, it's been anything but fun and games. And let's not forget my losing my job because I run the place.
No, Grantbo, if you are unhappy here, it's time for you to move on. Your participation, as well as that of everyone for that matter, has been entirely free from consequences. Only MY participation has not. Only MY participation has cost me dearly for a decade. Go away Grant. Find a new cyber-home. Jackass....