Happy Anniversary NW and this is for both of you of course.
What you wrote is so very true. And the main point being trust.
You're very lucky to have been able to live with these feelings for 38 years.
".Life is not a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving in a pretty and well preserved body, but rather to skid in, broadside, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming, WOW, What a ride!"
Personal Responsibility..The one thing no one can take away from you
."The only tyrant I accept in this world is the still, small voice within me."